"It's been a day since we were captured. At least I think it has been a day. Not really sure how long I was passed out.
I've been alone all this time and I can't help but worry about Arthur. And the other knights too, of course. I'm worried about them too but Arthur is different. He's..... Arthur. If you haven't figured it out by now I have a massive crush on him. I try to forget about it and push it away though because I know how it is. What I don't know is which would create the bigger outcry. Two men together or a relationship between a king and a servant. He doesn't even like me anyways so I guess we'll never know. Then there's the magic is outlawed situation. We're just not meant to be. I shouldn't tempt fate and just forget about it. I try but I just can't.
Anyways, we got way off topic for a moment. The room I'm in somehow is dampening my powers. That's troublesome. What a great way to spend my birthday.
Seconds later, Morgause entered with a plate with food. I don't know what it is but it looks delicious. As if on cue, I could feel my stomach rumbling, begging for some food. I can't. Lord knows what they might have done to it.
Morgause noticed and said "We have not done anything to this. Believe it or not, this is normal, nutritious food. You'll need it for what's to come." She left with a smirk on her face making me feel uneasy. She left the plate within the distance of the chain. I took and inspected it. It seems she was telling the truth.
I wanted to be stronger and be rebellious but that would be stupid. I need to keep my strength up. How am I going to protect Arthur if I'm starving to death? Begrudgingly, I started eating with my only resolve in mind. Protect Arthur.Author's note:
So sorry I've been gone for so long. I didn't think a lot of people would like my story and want to keep reading it. I also hit a huge writer's block and probably won't update for a long time again so sorry in advance for that. Hopefully I won't take as long as 2 years again. 😅
Thank you for reading and leaving the nice comments. Comment ideas for the story and I might incorporate them. 👍🏼

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RandomMerlin is feeling very under appreciated and is starting to doubt himself. He is very vulnerable at this time. Will Arthur be able to help and bring the light back in his eyes or will it be too late? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Without magic what...