Everyone Loves Park Jimin

Chapter 14

JIMIN

Jimin was walking to his dorm with Seokjin. Since it was a Sunday and neither of them had anything in particular to do they had decided to play video games at Jimin's dorm.

Seokjin's hand was around Jimin's shoulder something which was a habit for Seokjin. Jimin tried not to think about it too much. It was most likely a friendly gesture.

When they reached the dorm they decided to play League of Legends and for a while, it went okay and Jimin was actually having a good time.

That was until Jimin paused the game to get something to drink. He got two cans of diet coke and handed one to Seokjin before sitting down next to him. He felt Seokjin rest his hand on his and Jimin decided to simply take his hand away when Seokjin grabbed his wrist with a gentle force.

"How long are you gonna keep doing this?" Seokjin asked.

"Do what?"

"Punish yourself over what happened with Hoseok," Seokjin said. "You know it's not your fault"

"I know but it's just that I miss him," Jimin explained.

"He doesn't deserve you after what he did,"

"I know but I just...,"

"You need someone who is willing to treat you like you deserved to be and not some jealous possessive asshole,"

Jimin just nodded. Of course, Seokjin had a point but his mind refused to be rational.

"You deserve so much better Jimin," Seokjin said his hand on Jimin's cheek. Jimin shivered under the gentle touch as Seokjin's gaze burned into him and before Jimin could even realize what was happening Seokjin was kissing him.

Jimin's first instinct was to push Seokjin off but he instead kissed him enjoying the warm feeling of Seokjin's lips molding against his own.

Seokjin's hands were on Jimin's face and Jimin slowly wrapped his around Seokjin's neck and that's when he noticed Hoseok at the door watching him kiss Seokjin. He looked like he had seen some ghost, his face was pale and sunken and Jimin immediately stopped kissing Seokjin.

"Hoseok," he began but before he could even finish calling out Hoseok's name he had practically run off.

Jimin jumped from the bed ready to go after Hoseok when he felt himself being pulled back by Seokjin.

"Jimin don't,"

Jimin looked back horrified as he extracted himself from Seokjin's rather tight grip on his hand.

"Hoseok saw us...he is gonna think something is going on," Jimin said. "I have to explain to him"

"Jimin you broke up with him," Seokjin said standing up. "You don't owe him any sort of explanation"

"But...,"

"No, you have nothing to do with him anymore okay?"

Jimin just nodded. Seokjin was probably right. What was he supposed to say to Hoseok anyway? He had no reason to go after Hoseok anymore.

"Come on sit down," Seokjin said.

Jimin nodded sitting down and Seokjin rubbed circles on his back in an attempt to comfort him but it wasn't working because Hoseok was all Jimin could think about the guilt increasing as each minute passed by.

"Seokjin," Jimin said.

"Yeah,"

"I wanna be alone right now," Jimin said in a hesitant voice. "Is that okay?"