Past days of Cherry Kelly (A Mac Miller Fanfiction)

Chap. 3

Cherry's Pov.

My mind is racing, heart is panicking as I run down the steps. I stop at the bottom of the steps to catch my breathe. We are on the 8th floor, just my luck. I try to gather my thoughts. It's weird. I never got jealous over Mac and another girl before, but then again, Mac never really dated. He got with girls and talked, but never official. But then again he never said him and Sarah are official. They could be just hooking up an that's it. I over reacted. They never even told me what they are. I'm so selfish, because I've dated, none lasted, but I did. When I was 16 I dated Matt an he was 18, before him and Cara had anything. Mac did get mad and threatened Matt if he hurt me, but I just thought it was because we were so close, and he looked out for me, but maybe he meant more. Maybe just maybe. I use to date one of my moms drug dealers. His name was Eddie. I was 15 and he was about 28 and he knocked me up. He told me loved me and I believed it. He touched me like no other man until Mac. But he got killed in a gang violence over owing someone money. And I couldn't afford my baby, we were only 15! No job no money and my mom running off. I had to give her up. Mac told me he would be a father to my baby, take care of me and my baby, but I couldn't let that happen, we were so younger This baby needed a better life. After the adoption, I never even spoke of my baby ever again. Since my baby is no longer my baby. I still remember her, holding her in my arms, her bright blue eyes, smiling in my face, that innocent child. She has a better family now, with lots of money, and a better life. She's lucky and I'm happy for her even though her life isn't with me. I hear a baby crying and realize it's a quarter to 6. I walk out he door of my apartment and head to my car. As tears fall down my face in the car. I realize I have to pull it together. They will send me home at work if I sit there crying. Next thing I know I'm pulling into the lot of the lucky horse male club. And I'm reapplying my mascara and I'll do the rest of my makeup when I get back in there. We have to rehearse for the big show tonight.

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I'm sliding on my highest heals and Sarah is walking towards me. I don't feel like dealing with this shit tonight. I don't

"Hey Babe!" She smiles at me

"Hey girl!" I try my hardest to give a real smile but it turns out fake.

"I didn't mean for me and Mac to upset you! We are all still a group of friends and we will always be here for you. We aren't dating yet, just fucking. His dick is so big.." She goes on bragging about him and their sex an everything and I nod and smile like I'm caring. "We need to get you laid tonight!" I smile at that thought of getting laid by someone else tonight to get rid of these mixed emotions I'm feeling. It's weird. "Hey you listening? We need to get you laid!!!"

I nod "oh yeah, I could use some good dick, I'm in sort of a funk."

"Good! We'll find you some! Come on!" She grabs my arm and drags me out. She sets me to the first hot guy in the room and i end up grinding all over him and shaking my ass in his face. He slips me a $50 and asks too see me tonight. I tell him to meet me here at 2 am. As I go from client to client and I pop a zan to de stress myself. I grab my self a hard tea with extra rum at bar and chug it. And I turn to my side and it's that guy again.

"let me buy you a drink." He smiles

I nod and wait for a another hard tea to be passed in front of me. As time goes by I'm down to 6 and I'm all over this guy, dancing on him and kissing him all over.

"I got to get ready for the show" I slurr an I walk off. Everyone looks so blurry and I walk to the back to find Mac and Sarah. And I'm stumbling over.

Mac puts his arms out and catches me. "You okay?"

I nod and start dancing and I lean over to Sarah to give her a kiss right on her lips so she doesn't think I'm all over Mac on purpose.