Crashed.

1.

So dear stranger, here's where my story begins, let me set the scene. It was the year 2011 almost 2012. New year's eve actually. The place, my extravagantly large home. A party was occuring, my party. No parents were present so this party got a little out of hand, like most of my parties had. Present at this party was almost the entire Junior and Senior classes of Washington-Jackson High school, the school we attended, mixed with around thirty-two slutty Sophomores. Oh and look we're just in time for my favorite song!

" Nat! It's our song" That's Taryn. My best friend at the time. We were obsessed with this song.

"Come dance with me Taryn!" Taryn moved closer and onto the riser that Natalia was standing on. Suddenly burst out dancing on each other in the grace of being drunk. Which wasn't that graceful, whatsoever. So at this point we'd been partying for 3 hours, were wasted, and completely delusional.

A tall boy with black, almost blue hair wearing a red and blue flannel shirt which was open, revealing a plain white stained shirt with a pocket underneath, approached the two girls. The girls were still dancing, and grinding away. Natalia looked up as the boy tapped her shoulder.

"Hey there gorgeous." The mystery man spoke, deep and calm, with a cocky smirk spread across his face. Natalia's face grew into a giant storm of drunk happiness and she immediately jumped upon, hugging him. That is Jude Henrey. A senior who I was absolutely head over heels in love with. This night had been a magical time. For all of us. It was also the night that Jude had wanted us to move onto the next level of our relationship. I know what you're thinking, the crazy drunk party girl was still a virgin in the middle of her Junior year? That's absurd! But it was true. I wish I could tell you dear stranger that it still was true.

Natalia and Jude were now standing on the riser that only a few moments before was reserved for Taryn and Natalia's slutty drunk dancing. Jude had engulfed Natalia in his arms and they were kissing. Before long, stepping down from the riser, the both of them grabbed one last drink and moved upstairs. Making quick, short, conversation.

" Nat. You don't understand how much this means to me. That you chose to do it, to go through with it." Jude spoke, moving his hands all around her and kissing her neck as he spoke. Natalia, barely able to stand from being so wasted, attempted to open her mouth to speak, only a small "N" sound was able to escape her mouth before Jude violently slamming his lips on hers as they entered an extremely large room. Moving quickly to the bed. And this, stranger, was my room. I was into the pinks and blues, before my simple transformation my Senior year. But we aren't there yet.  I just ask you to give me a moment to look around, remember the nostalgiaa? The queen sized bed, with royal blue and hot pink sheets, and a large duvet with a giant crown printed on it, the large white desk where all my homework was piled up waiting to be ccompleted, the walk in closet right next to my room where I got ready every morning. All of these things hold such great, horrific memories.

Especially the bed. That night was one that I regret completely. I was to shit-faced to notice what Jude was doing. Taking advantage of my drunk stupidity while he was a hundred percent sober, and horny. Maybe the next 3 months events wouldn't had happened if I hadn't passed out while he unzipped my dress, and been able to say no.

Jude did get his way, taking Natalia's innocence while she was passed out until morning.