Chapter 9

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Y/n's POV
I woke up with my eyes blood shot and 4 other people in my bed which would be Lena, Kara, Cara and Black window I woke them all up I said "get ready we got school nat you're driving us" she nodded we all got and got dressed we are wearing these outfits

Y/n's POV I woke up with my eyes blood shot and 4 other people in my bed which would be Lena, Kara, Cara and Black window I woke them all up I said "get ready we got school nat you're driving us" she nodded we all got and got dressed we are wearin...

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We all got in the Range Rover and I had my beats on again I heard Lena say "is what you guys meant? How she's going back into her hole?" Jasper said "yeah it is the first thing she did when we got to school yesterday was punch Luis he's the quarte...

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We all got in the Range Rover and I had my beats on again I heard Lena say "is what you guys meant? How she's going back into her hole?" Jasper said "yeah it is the first thing she did when we got to school yesterday was punch Luis he's the quarterback of the football team he likes to try to pick on her" we arrived at the school we all grabbed our drinks and got out Lauren and them were standing there watching us I rolled my eyes jasper put his arm around me, brad put his around Cara, Austin around Lena's and Zayn around Kara's we walked into school together Kara said "what's first class?" Brad said "music which means we get to sing again!" I gave him a sarcastic smile we all went and sat at our table i said "I'm singing the first one by myself I just need to guys up there" Austin said "of course" the teacher came in she looked at us and motioned for us to go we did I grabbed the guitar Kara sat on a stool in front of me so I wouldn't look anywhere else teacher said "whose singing?" Zayn said "y/n's doing this one by herself then we're doing another one we wrote both songs" I looked at Kara in front of me she smiled a little she mouthed 'you got this' I sighed and nodded I just stared strumming and singing I just looked at Kara

"I gave all my oxygen to people that could breathe
I gave away my money and now we don't even speak
I drove miles and miles, but would you do the same for me?
Oh, honestly?
Offered off my shoulder just for you to cry upon
Gave you constant shelter and a bed to keep you warm
They gave me the heartache and in return I gave a song
It goes on and on
Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels
I drown it with a drink and out-of-date prescription pills
And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf
No farewell
So before I save someone else, I've got to save myself
I gave you all my energy and I took away your pain
'Cause human beings are destined to radiate or dream
What line do we stand upon 'cause from here looks the same?
And only scars remain
Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels
I drown it with a drink and out-of-date prescription pills
And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf
No farewell
So before I save someone else, I've got to save myself
But if don't
Then I'll go back
To where I'm rescuing a stranger
Just because they needed saving just like that
Oh, I'm here again
Between the devil and the danger
But I guess it's just my nature
My dad was wrong
'Cause I'm not like my mum
'Cause she'd just smile and I'm complaining in a song
But it helps
So before I save someone else
I've got to save myself
Life can get you down so I just numb the way it feels
I drown it with a drink and out-of-date prescription pills
And all the ones that love me they just left me on the shelf
No farewell
So before I save someone else, I've got to save myself
And before I blame someone else, I've got to save myself
And before I love someone else, I've got to love myself"
The class clapped I hugged Kara she put her stool in between me and Lena Zayn started singing the song and  we just followed

"She got a bad reputation
She takes the long way home
And all of my friends seen her naked
Or so the story goes
Mistakes we all make them
But they won't let it go, no
'Cause she's got a bad reputation
But I know what they don't
And I don't care what they say about you baby
They don't know what you've been through
Trust me, I could be the one to treat you like a lady
Let me see what's underneath, all I need is you
She got a bad reputation
Nobody gets too close
A sight of a soul when it's breaking
Making my heart grow cold
And into the deeper she's sinking
I'm begging her please don't let go
She's got a bad reputation
But she's all that, all I want though
And I don't care what they say about you baby
They don't know what you've been through
And trust me, I could be the one to treat you like a lady
Let me see what's underneath, all I need is you
Nobody knows the way that I know her, said
Nobody knows the weight that's on her shoulders, said
Nobody knows the way that I know her, said
She got it bad, she got it bad
Nobody knows the way that I know her, said
Nobody knows the weight that's on her shoulders, said
Nobody knows the way that I know her, said
She got it bad, she got it bad
And I don't care what they say about you baby
They don't know what you've been through
Trust me, I could be the one to treat you like a lady
Let me see what's underneath, all I need is you
And I don't care what they say about you baby
They don't know what you've been through
Trust me, I could be the one to treat you like a lady
Let me see what's underneath, all I need is you
She got a bad reputation
She takes the long way home"
The class clapped the teacher said "you guys wrote those?" Brad said "y/n wrote the first one but the second one we all wrote it's what we do when we aren't busy doing other things" I secretly rolled my eyes and went back to our table I put my beats on and tuned them out again
Caras POV
We watched her just walk back to our table and tune everyone out again teacher said "is she okay?" Lena said "um were not entirely sure she's barely said 5 words in the last 3 Days shes gonna be like for a while so unless you want to get punched like Luis did don't say anything to her"

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