So hi guys this is technically my first fanfiction.This story is solemly based upon the album Vault by Def Leppord which features some of their greatest hits and I was listening to it and this story line popped into my head.I hope you guys like it I have a lot of great ideas for this story.Feedback will be awesome please (:
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Zayn Malik
Trudging through school not even considering the stares I get or the nasty looks,the snickers,the comments.Because today I could care less about anything,anyone,and most importanly how i look.I may have the good grades,the scholarship,but when it all sums up i dont have friends,nobody to turn to when Im being tortured.The only thing thats good to me is music.I put my school work before my social life and thats where I went wrong.Maybe if I went with the crowd then I wouldnt be tormented day by day.Wouldnt be called names day by day.Beat up.Sometimes I get hysteria.My parents think Im perfectly fine.They obviously dont know what Im going through.Sometimes I wish I could just runaway,far away,anywhere but here.
This morning I didnt even bother taking a shower nor doing my hair with its usual quiff.I layed awake all night last night pretending everything would be fine.Saying to myself just one more year then its all over,I can go to Uni,study what I love and Im finished.But then theres that little voice in the back of my head telling myself,Do it.Just do it Damnit!Nobody will care.Nobody will notice.They only notice you for your faults nothing more.Just fucking do it.Its true no one would notice if I just left this world.Because Im a nobody.
Today was one of those days.When I say those days I mean those days when I could care less if they punch in my face,kick me in my gut,drag me down the hallways,shove me into lockers.It was always the same boys who do it to.
As I walk into my 1st period I can already feel the hate.Of course I have almost all my classes with my tormentors too.I take my seat,getting couple of stares here and there as I walk by.Then he walks in.The king of all blokes,who starts it all.Harry Styles.
The same old routine,walks in late,charms the teacher,walks past me with a devilish grin Im oh so used to,sits behind me boring the back of my head with his green eyes.Today was some what different.Surprisingly Harry just walked in the classroom not paying any mind to the teacher nor the students.His head was down as he walked past me,but I could see some bruises and cuts on his arms and face.What?
The whole period Harry sat there like a bum with his head down.It was quiet nice to have some peace even though there were still 3 of them.
After 1st period I tried to make my way out of the classroom quickly before they could get to me.To late."Hey Malik,why are you in such a rush?" "He-Hey Louis."I say.Oh Louis Tomlinson,we go way back.Hes the class clown,more like the class joke.Has nothing in line for the future.Matter of fact none of them do.Not Tomlinson,Horan,Payne,nor Styles.Their dead beats.
"You know you could disappear and no one would notice."Louis said.He's right.I try and look anywhere but in front of me.Next thing I know Im being shoved into Lockers hard.I try and pull my self up but Im just being kicked in the stomach to stay where I am.A fist comes at me fast and hard.I black out for about 5 seconds then gain concious.Yep this is what I was waiting for.That pain in my stomach.The blood rushing in my mouth.This is my everyday life at school.And to be honest,of all the times Ive been hit this time gave me a thrill because I dont care about my life.
"Pathetic."Horan says."Come on hes not worth it guys."Payne says.As they walk away I lie there on the floor in pain for a few.I get up and run to the bathroom only to find him there.Hah great.
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So what do you guys think of the first chapter(:?please give me feedback I appreciate it.Ill be writing this story all day hopefully because Im at my mums work right now.
