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Too good at Goodbyes

Too good at goodbyes by Sam smith
Oli white
Y/n's P.O.V
Why? Why? Why? Why did it always happen? Regardless of how hard we tried it always ended up the same take a look and find out what I mean.

2012 May
"Y/n we can't be together" Oli says walking into our hotel room.

"Why not?" I ask turning towards him.

"It wont work" he says leaving me to cry into my pillow.

2013 February
(We had gotten back together this year after giving it a few months off.)

"Y/n it just won't work" he yells at me.

"Oli you having no faith or hope in this relationship is the reason we aren't working" I yell back.

"I'm done y/n" he says once again walking out. Leaving me in a similar state to last year.

2014 june
(We had taken longer to get together this time.)

"Oli we keep doing the same thing" I say. My voice cracking.

"The truth is I can't stand you right now y/n. You can't stand my job and I can't stand you" he says turning to face me.

I feel tears sting my eyes creating small and delicate waterfalls down my cheeks. "Fine. Fuck you Oli white" I yell and storm out of the appartment.

2015 April.
( We got together early march 2015)

"I can't help that my careers actually going somewhere" I yell. Once again we are in this stupid situation.

"You were the same when my career started blowing up" he yells.

I gasp and stumble backwards. "I was nothing like that. You have been so much worse towards my career and towards me." I wipe the tears away. I will not cry.

After 5 minutes of silence I picked up my bag my shoes and I left regardless to the fact it was currently 5am. I just left.

2016 November
(The last fight took a while for me to get over)

"We are doing it again Oli" I shout.

"Doing what arguing over this exact island in my kitchen Again." He yells.

"You know what I'm not even going to fight back. I'm going to Caspar's place" and with that I'm gone Again.

2017 August.
(Once again it took a while)

Its over. Was all the text said. So after all these years its time to bring out the big guns. Being dumped over text. I threw my phone at the mirror letting both shatter.

2018 Current day
(Yes after that I still got back with him 😑)

Another text. This guys seriously needs some more inspiration for his stupid antics. I sigh and place my phone on the sofa.

Why?Why?Why?

What is achieving from my heartache. From my pain.

People say I'm crazy, stupid but I promise I'm not. I just thought I was In love when honestly. I don't know what love is.

A few days later Oli turned up at my flat.

"Look I'm sorry. I really want to e together again. Please consider taking me back. Please y/n please!!!!" He rushes out and I manage to grip what he's saying.

"Oli this has gone on for too long now. Seven years we've split up and got back together. I thought I was in love. I thought wrong. Oli we can't carry on like this. We are just too good at goodbyes." I say and shut the door on him. I kinda didn't feel bad about it though.

I ended up calling Caspar about a new plan I had. Although it was crazy it was an amazing idea.
(Y/I = your initial)
C- what's up y/n
Y/i- I'm leaving London
C- why and where
Y/i- I'm heading to a small town called Barry. Its in wales and I'm doing it to escape Oli.
C- we will come with you. We can have a holiday
Y/I - are you sure Casp
C- yes
Y/I - I'll send you the details later
C- OK love ya
Y/i- love ya toooooooo

I hung up and started packing my bags for a getaway.

I may be too good at goodbyes but this is the best goodbye I will ever say.

A/n so I'm sorry this is shorter I really didn't know how to end this. Thank you cerys_dance_2005 for suggesting this I hope this is what you wanted. Don't forget to comment vote and please spread the word. Thanks again. Love you lots -E xox