About Us

Matrix

I wonder if people actually care enough to read this. I doubt you do.

Met a boy at age fourteen

Thought he meant the world to me,

So I gave him everything,

He turned out to be a cheat

Said he'd been thinking for a long time

And he found somebody new

I've been thinking that this whole time

(You might sorta reconize this song with a twist of lyric)

I ran away so younger, I never plan on coming back for many reasons. I am a very quite person, trying to hid my true story, try to protect myself from anything else. I've had my heart broken repeatedly by to many people. I will tell you few things, but the rest must stay hidden for reasons.

No I'm not emo. I have a mind like one but cover it up with my fake smile. Yes my friends who may be reading this, I do fake half of my smiles around you, fake laugh cuz honestly i have no idea what you said. I have to cry myself to sleep every night because of my anxiety. Yes I do have anxiety just no one knows about it until now.

You probably haven't wasted your time to read this. I'm sorry if you did. This bio may not describe me, My life may not be what you think it is, My music is not like everyone else's, My drawings may not describe my feelings, and you don't care any more do you?

If I was sad- You'd pretend to care

If I was lonely- You'd keep pushing me away

If I was suicidal- You could care less

If I was happy- You'd bring me down

If I was laughing- you'd yell at me

If I was dead- You'd spit on my grave

This is to you, The one who could care less about me.

You now know what goes through my mind, I cant hide it anymore.

I want you guys to know, that I love you, and I wont regret saying it. You are beautiful people, don't deny it because, I know for one, even the most insecure people hide that they are beautiful, think they are good looking, and want you to acknowledge it. And everything you do is super fucking cute.

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The YouTube video is just a song that I listened to while writing this small bio.