Finally part 3 of chapter 2. I've been very busy with some things like driving people places in my own car LOL and working, so I haven't been able to post more like I've been wanting to. But for the next few days I am posting as much as I can. This will be a short part when I say short I mean very short. SOOO!! with that being said who's ready.... Don't forget to vote like and comment either one is best for me.. :) <3
"So who's that cat you was just hugging up on?" I knew for a fact that it was Kurt. He do know there's no US at ALL, right? I made that clear.
"What the hell do you want? And why you asking me questions? We ain't together anymore. Take a hint.." I can tell by the look in his eyes that he is very pissed off at me. But guess what I don't give 2 SHITS.
"What the hell!?! I told you that I was sorry and that I didn't mean to hurt you!!" he started screaming at me. Then he started walking up on me but I didn't budge a bit. I am not intimidated at all and once he saw that I am not I he stepped back. As the fuck I thought.
"You never meant to hurt me Kurt! But you let it happen all the time Kurt!! I always loved you! YOU KURT!!! and you treat me like a dog beater! Have you EVER thought about how I felt when YOU beat on me!?! NO you didn't cause if you did we wouldn't be having this argument right now!!" I started crying out of anger. He looked at me with shame in his eyes. He needed to know how I felt and what I've been through with him.
"I didn't know I hurt you like this... this bad. I'm sorry Ty." That's all he had to say was 'I'm sorry' that's all I am worth to give.
"Of course you are, you are always sorry! ALWAYS!! And I am done hearing your pathetic weak ASS sorries. And I'm the one for forgiving you. When we got together I was so happy to be with you, but that changed when you used me as a boxing bag!! KURT I loved you, I was there for you,I'm the one helped you get that job YOU always wanted KURT. IT WAS ME I DID ALL THOSE THINGS FOR YOU!!! And I get paid with a punch, kick, and a slap in the face!!" I found myself crying even harder. I was dirt to him. "You brought this one on yourself KURT the only person you can blame for your actions is you, you Kurt!!!!! I never felt this angry in my life until now. I felt like I was being used and that you really did not love me!!" I knew in his eyes he felt sorry for me and felt ashamed that he did this to me. I know he's thinking it I just want him to say it to me.
"Okay look Ty, I never knew I hurt you like this. I never wanted you to feel this angry ever in your life. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm ashamed of myself for doing this to you and I'm sorry." I can tell that this time he really meant it. That's all I wanted from him a real apology.
"This is the guy I missed Kurt. Why can't you be like this guy you were when we first dated? I want him back not just for me, but for the next girl that you date?" I know I hurt him when I told him to do it for the next girl he date. Even though he really wanna go with me again. I just can't take that risk again of being hurt and abused.
"Hey I understand and I'm gonna be that guy you want when we started dating for the next girl in my life." His throat sounded a little scratchy like he wanted to cry.
"Hey don't beat yourself up, okay? It's time to move on Kurt. I don't want to move on, I want to be with you for the rest of my life. But we both know this isn't working anymore. We have to say goodbye to this relationship. I can no longer deal." Tears started rolling down my face because he was my first at everything. And I mean EVERYTHING. And now I'm giving him up.
"Yea I understand Ty bunny, I understand. Maybe some day we could move on from this. Well, I guess I'll see you around? Maybe?"
"Definitely, you will and I'll make sure of it. Oh and you better not date a girl that's sexier than me, or a hoe." I said to him with a smile.
