An open letter for my ex
It's almost a year love, it's almost a year since you choose to her over me. I always ask my self, what's wrong with me? Am i not pretty? Am i not enough? Then i realize Maybe it's because she's prettier and smarter than me or because she can give you what you need, something that i cant. because im just a nobody, nobody but a fool girl who is loving you unconditionally a girl who forget that she should love herself more. Im so sorry if i wasnt enough for you that you still need to find someone better than me. Im so sorry if i can't be the girl of your dreams that i hope i can. I know you're not happy now because she left you with nothing but a broken heart. How I hope i can mend your broken heart and ease all the pain you feeling right now. But things had change, even how much i want to, i know i cant. And i know you won't allow me either. This year brings us pain, pain that leaves the both of us the lesson that we should learn and take as we go by. They're right everything happens for a reason. And because you're my armour i know you just want to shield me from all the heart aches and free me from pain. I know that god also has his own reason why this all happened to us and i won't blame him for this. And i won't blame you either. Hurting and leaving me is your choice and even how much i tried to bring you back it's still not enough. So, All i can do now is to respect your decision and accept it. I love you even you're the hardest person to love, I love you even after all the heart aches you gave me. And I will always love you even after all the pain you cause to me. Things might not turn out to be what we wanted but i know for sure that you'll always be a part of me and you'll forever have a special part in my heart. Please don't ever think that i give up because i dont love you. I give up because I believe that if we're meant to be love will find it's way back. But if not I hope you'll find someone who can love you better than i do. I hope you're happy now. Setting you free is one of the hardest decision i've ever made and this cause alot of pain. So Please prove me that its all worth it. I want to see you happy even if im not the reason anymore. Iloveyou
