(South Park Kenny x Reader)

Waking Up.

THERE WILL BE MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, GORE, AND OTHER THINGS MENTIONED, SKIP TILL THE NEXT CHAPTER WHEN I UPLOAD IF THIS MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. I WAS IN A BAD PLACE WHEN WRITING THIS AND ACCIDENTALLY VENTED. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Upon waking up the next morning, everything felt... Off. Everything looked as it did before I did the spell. What happened?

I looked down at myself as I watched blood go through the ripped piece of flesh.

I began to panic as I realized what a fool I was. I shouldn't have done any of that.

My breathing began to get slower as I began to take in the situation at hand.

Blood was pouring out of the wound. Tears formed in my eyes and I felt my head get heavier the more I took in deep, hitched breaths.

I couldn't help but get this feeling that if I stabbed myself again, it would feel better.

That's what I did.

Everything felt like it was becoming weightless and I watched the wall as I took my fall to the ground. It hurt, but it also felt like nothing.

My eyelids began to feel more heavy as I took my final breaths. My heart beat began to stutter as I tried to call out for help. What would I even say if someone saw me here?

A light is shining over me as I push myself up. I look around and see myself on the floor, my dead body looking back at me. Hair was a mess, clothes were dirty.

Now, I'm not sure I'm a ghost or whatever. No, way worse than that. I can't even see myself. I just know I'm here. Standing. Watching myself die slowly as I hear a knock at the door.

Oh shit.

Mom walks in, she almost didn't notice at first. She was talking about another job interview, and how she is really excited about this one.

When she stops to ask me why I haven't said anything, she's put into shock. Her eyes wide open, her mouth forming a long line.

I watch as her hair bounced back and her body collapsed to the floor. Not only was she crying, she was screaming. It was almost as if she was blowing a loud whistle in my ear it hurt that much.

I didn't realize how much she loved me until this moment. What if she doesn't know how much I love her? I can't tell her now. It's far too late.

Within a few minutes, I'm suddenly standing in front of myself, as I'm dressed nicely, and my skin paled, my eyes shut, hair combed. I was officially dead. I was watching my own funeral ahead of me.

Turning my head to the left, I could hear crying. A lot of crying was heard.
Why are so many people crying? I don't even recognize half of them.

I only saw a few old friends I knew and my petite family.

I felt like I was being selfish. Maybe if I had just not done any of this, maybe if I had just left Kenny alone on that bus ride. Maybe if I just had gotten home schooled. Maybe if I had never been born, none of this shit would have happened.

But it did.

Turning my head, I saw Kenny. What? What is this? What's going on?

He was smiling at a beautiful little girl, standing next to a taller young boy. The young boy had a front tooth missing, and the little girl had braids in her hair.

As I take a step closer, I realized they kind of looked like me.

"What's going on!" I yelled. I didn't expect anyone to hear me, even if I deep down wanted someone to. "Who are those children?"

"They're yours, (Y/n)." I heard a soft, feminine voice say to me.

"Who said that?" I asked in a panic, realizing I wasn't alone anymore.

A woman walks out, as I saw I was now surrounded in a white room.

"Hello, dear. I am sorry that I interrupted this... Scene." Her voice had no pain in it, no hate. Only love. Love like a mother.

"Who are you?" Was my first question.

"That... Is something that can't be revealed. You're simply not supposed to be here dear." She looked nervous. Wait, she doesn't even have any real physical form. "I am how you think I should look."

"Are you reading my mind?"

"I can't control what I can and can not read, dear."

Damn.

"I'd like to read no curse words, though."

I simply nodded.

"So... Why am I here?"

"You're here because you died at the wrong time. You weren't supposed to be here, yet. You had so much life ahead of you. What happened?"

I told her everything. My little mistakes. My love triangle. My mom. My school. Kenny. Wendy. Clyde. Token. She listened carefully, nodding at some points, frowning at others. Smiling at the good times.

"Ah, I see. A heart break brought you here?" She finally spoke.

"I... Guess so. But how could I have seen Kenny with what looked like our future children if I'm dead. They just doesn't make sense, Ma'am." I whined.

She chuckled, it sounded like heaven, and sweet. Sincere.

"My dear," she started. "You still have time. I'm here to take you home. Everything will be brought to the way it was before your loves death, in a whole other life. It will be after the date. You must make sure he stays with you. Please, please be careful with any choice you make, still. If you want the both of you alive, and to have that glimpse of the future you saw of another life real, do what I say. Beg him to stay. Tell him you love him, even if it's too early. I know it all sounds crazy, but I don't want to see you guys here too early again."

I nodded. I felt something touch the top of my forehead, she kissed it gently. I think she kissed it at least, I can't really see anything.

I opened my eyes, and I was sitting by Kenny on the couch in my living room, as we put on a movie and got popcorn...

A/n: I'm so sorry I haven't updated in a while!! I keep having ideas of what to do and keep restarting them. Because of this chapter, I will be uploading a more soft one soon. I hope you enjoy :)