Hope

chapter6

Jisoos POV.
It's 3am right now and I woke up because of some noises. Is someone crying? I got out of my bed to hear where it came from. I realized that it was Rins voice and ran to her room.
I saw her all sweatty still sleeping.
She was crying. She must be having a nightmare I thought. I ran to the bathroom to get a fresh towel.
I tried to wake her up gently by calling her name and shaking her gently.
"Rin. Wake up"
"Pleas don't hurt me"
She cried out.
"It's okay Rin you have to wake up"
I stroke her hair hoping she would feel calmed. But instead she screamed and snapped my hand off.
I grabbed her shoulders and shoock her.
"Rin wake up!"
She flinched her eyes and began breathing heavily. I embraced her in my arms while she was crying.
"It's okay. It was just a nightmare. Im here"
She held on me tighty and we stayed like that for a while.
Through her breathing I could tell that she calmed down.
"Are you alright?" I asked her.
"Yea I think... it was a horrible dream and I got pretty scared. Thank you for being there" she said looking down to her hands.
"It's just a dream. Do you want to tell me what it was about?" She was now looking into my eyes. She was unsure but decided to tell me.
" I don't know who those people were but... they were doing horrible things to me... I was at school? I think... and 2 guys were getting close to me... one of them grabbed me by my hair and the other one beating me... Jisoo that dream felt so real. I was so scared and hurt. It was like I got beaten in real life"
" Rin you see... there are sometimes that kind of dreams... I don't know what it means but don't worry and don't be scared. I'll protact you no matter what!" I said grabbing her hand and squeezing it a little.
She smiled and hugged me.
"Thank you" She said.
"It's nothing. But you should tell the doctor about that dream later. For now go back to sleep" I said while covering her up with the blanket.
"I will. Good night" She said.
"Good night Rin" I gave her a kiss on the forhead and left the room going back to mine.
I knew exactly what that dream was but I could'nt tell her what happend to her before she lost her memoris... Im just hoping for a better life for her.
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Darins POV.
I heared noises from outside and got up from my bed to look where it came from. I went to the livingroom and saw two guys sitting on the couch.
I didn't know who those two guys were and got uncomfortable. I went directly to the kitchen and saw Jungkook preparing something.
I tapped on his shoulder.
He got a little surprised and his eyes widend.
"Oh my! you scared me! You're up?"
He said.
" Hahah oh no Im sorry.I heared some noises" I said pointing to the door.
"Im so sorry about that. I didn't know they would come"
He said rubbing his neck.
"It's fine but who are they?"
He looked at me with his big eyes. After a few secounds his eyes turned to normal and he sighed out before answering.
"They are our friends. Jimin and Taehyung. They are nice people don't worry they just can be a little noisy as you can see" he said smiling.
"Ah I see" I said not knowing what to do.
" You want to help me?" He said while continuing to cut the vegetables.
"Sure what can I do?" I said ready to do anything.
"Could you cut the onions for me?"
He asked grinning. Oh I know why he wants me to do that...
"You're so clever but aright I'll do it"
I grabbed a knife and started cutting the onions.
"Wait hold on" Jungkook said stopping me from cutting the onions. He opened one of the drawers and grabbed goggles.
"Here wear this! Your eyes won't get teary" He put the goggles on me and made a thumbs up 👍
I laughed and thanked him. I must look funny cause he kept looking at me and giggled.
"If you laugh one more time I'll cut you instead of the onions" I glared at him.
"Alright Im sorry I did wrong" He backed away a little. Lol.
Finally breakfast was done and I gotta say he's a good cook.
He called the two guys & Jisoo and we all sat on the table.
Th: Darin are you fine now? We heared what happened
The guy with long hair said.
"Thank you Im good" I replied.
Jm: We were really worried. If you need anything, don't hesitate to ask us
The other guy said.
"Thank you. I appreciate it. But could you tell me your names again? Im sorry... I can't remember" I said. Sad about that I forgot people who are close to me.
Jm: No it's fine don't worry. We don't know eachother for that long anyways. So Im Park Jimin and we go to the same school or went. You gyus transfered to another school
He said pouting.
Th: Im Kim Taehyung or Tae Tae.
Jimin don't be that dramatic it's not like they're moving to another city
The guy with the long hair said rolling his eyes to Jimin.
"Yea we're still here. Anyways nice to meet you guys... again I think" i said smiling.
Js: Who prepared the breakfast though? It looks so good
Jisoo asked out of nowhere.
Jk: Thanks hyung. It was me and Darin
He said looking at me.
"I just helped cutting some vegetables. I didn't really do something" I said.
Js: You guys did well because everything tastes so good! I will have to try to cook again. How lucky I am
He said dancing on his seat joyfully. He looked like a 3 years old right now.
Everyone laughed and continued eating their food meanwhile having small talks.
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After breakfast Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung cleaned up the kitchen and I went to my room to clean up a little too. After I was almost done someone knocked at the door.
"It's me Jisoo, can I come in?" I heared him asking from behind the door.
I called a " Yes come in" and soon he came and sat on my bed.
"How are you?" He asked following me with his eyes.
"Im better. I cant stop thinking about that dream though" I said frowning my eyebrows and pouting.
"I see... Today we have a meeting with the doctor. So you can or should tell her everything that happened these past days to"
I nodded and finished what I was doing. I went up to him and gave him a quick hug. I was just thankful to have someone I can rely on and trust with all my heart.
"Thanks for being here. You don't know how happy I am to have you as my brother" I said laying my head on his shoulder. He gighled and caressed my hair.
"That's my Job. And stop thanking your brother like everyday. I do it because it's you. You're ny sister! ofcourse I care for you more than my own life. That's how brothers are" He said snapping me on my head and standing up.
" Ouch what was that for!" I whined and rubbed the spot that hurt. He just laughed it off. " Go get ready. We're heading to the doctor in a bit" he said and left the room.
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>Time skip<
At the hospital
We went into the treatment room where the doctor was already waiting for us.
"Oh hey you two!" she greeted us.
"Hi nice to meet you" Jisoo said and took his seat beside me.
"Hi doctor Oh" I smiled.
"Hey sweetheart how have ypu been?" she said showing me her brightest smile.
"Excuse me Mrs. Oh. Darin I'll be waiting for you outside yea?" he said interupting the concersation.
"Okay" I said waving at him.
He left the room and left me and dr. Oh alone.
"So I atill feel confused but habing my brother and his friends around makes me happy? and I think safe. I can't remember anyone excapt my family and friends from before years ago but they are all gone. So having them around makes me feel safe and not alone" I explained her.
"That's great! That's exactly ehat you need rightnow dear. Im sure you'll get your memories back soon and can continue your life without having the feeling of being lost" She said having the seat next to me.
"Did you remember some things these past days? Or did something unusual/ weird happen?" She asked.
I explained her what happened at the mall and about the dreams I had. She listened carefully and took some notes.
"I see. Those are the signs of remembering things dear. You are having flashbacks. So from what you told me, you were bullied before. So to explain you the situation. You came back to the time you were once happier. You wanted to forget all those bad things that happened to you and theough the accident it made things easier to happen so. Now you are beginning to remember the things you wanted to forget. For example. At the mall you had gone through bad memories. So being at the mall waked the memoriew back to that, what happened there back then. Do you get it? Things or places can make you remember certain things"
" I see... I think I'll get used to it. Having flashbacks" I said.
"So I want to know how much those flashbacks happen in a week and at ehat time. I would like you to givr you a "homework" so what I want you to do is habing a diary. Write down hoe you feek, your flashbacks and everything else you I should know and you want to tell me about. And important is to write the dates and times" She said handing me a pretty book and pen.
"That's for you" she said.
" I get it. I will try to write everything down in detail. Thank you so much dr. Oh" I have her a hug and we bid our goodbyes.
I left the room and found Jisoo playimg on his phone. He noticed that I was standing beside him and got up.
"Oh you're done?" he asked putzing his phone back to his jacket.
"Yea shall we go?"
"Ah could you wait a min.? I want to talk to the doctor" he said and went inside.
I sat on one of the chairs and began waiting for him.
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Jisoos POV.
I went in the room to ask the doctor how Darin is doing. I didn't want her to be uncomfortable while talking to the doc. Although she tells me a lot I knew she was hiding her feelings sometimes.
"Oh hi" the doctor said seeing me.
"Hi. I wanted to ask how my sister is doing and if I can do something for her" I said habing a seat.
"She is doing well actually. She began remembering really fast, which I didn't expact. So she has been bullied before and she begins to remember things about that hurt her a lot. What you can do is keep comforting her and being there for her. She told me that she feels happy and safe around you and your friends. That's really great! that's what she needs at the moment. I it happens the opposite way like feeling alone and depressed, her conition can get really bad. It's hard for me and you too right? Having depressions and feeling miserable. So in her case it's even worse because she feels condused and lost too. So make sure she always feels the way she does rightnow" She said smiling at me.
" Thank you so much doctor. I'll make sure of it" I said bowing to her out of gratefulness.
"Nothing to thank for! That's my job anyways. I wish you lots of luck and keep dour head up" She said making a thumbs up.
I thanked her and went to where Darin was waiting.
"I thought you would never come" She said frowning.
"Im sorry" I said grinning.
We went out of the hospital to meet Jungkook at the market.
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