I love and miss you so much. Getting to talk to you made me so happy. I missed the sound of your voice, getting to see that bright and beautiful smile. I missed everything. I love you so very much. I've been watching Amelia all weekend and I'm exhausted she tires me out. But makes me miss the time I had with you and her.
I went to my mom crying and she held me. It's just so hard having to say goodbye to the one I love. It hurt knowing I'd have to wait 7 days till I get to see you. But it's 454 days till I'll be with you again in person. And each week I have to wait 7 days gets knocked off. I can't wait to see you again. Video calling you last night made me feel so much better. And as long as I get one day every week I know I'll make it through. This is gonna be hard but it's worth it to me. I ain't giving up baby. I promise, never doubt my love for you. I promise you ain't nothing is gonna stop my love for you. I know we can make it. I believe in us. I never doubt for one second that we can't make it. I never think about giving up on us. Honestly the only time I'm thinking of it is when you bring it up. It's not something I'm willing to allow to happen. I don't want that to ever happen. It's not an option for me. Giving up on us is something that can't happen. And i believe in that with all of me. And I'm being 100 percent honest. This is all coming from the heart. I love you so very much. Never think for one second I'm gonna give up. It's not a possibility or option. Not for me.
