Baby please please please don't leave me. I'm not leaving. The thought of giving up on us never crosses my mind. I hate even typing it. It's like poison, it's full of false and hurtful words. I hate it with a passion. I'm not leaving, I'm not planning on leaving, and I can't see myself leaving. I want an us, I want a future with you. I want a family with you. I keep writing your name on papers and things. I'm always talking about you. You're on my mind 24/7, not a second goes by that I'm not thinking about you. I worry so much about you. If you're okay, if you're smiling, if you're focusing on making new friends and socializing. I know and trust that your grades won't fall. You're brilliant and intelligent my love, you're so damn smart I know you'll succeeded in your schooling. So I never stress about that. But I do worry about your health, your mental health. Whether you're crying all the time or if you're in pain. I cried myself to sleep last night because my heart ached so bad. And all I wanted was to hear your voice. I wanted YOU so damn badly. I don't wanna live in a world without you in it. It's you and I through all these hard time. I believe in us and i know we can make it through all the hard times that come. It's never gonna be too hard for me to hold on. I'm making the most out of what i can. Despite the hard times and sadness. I will continue to fight for us. I see all the couples in the world and all I can ever think about is one day that'll be me and my love. That's gonna be me and my future wife. I can't wait to be with my world my beautiful fiancé named you. You're my world baby. I never doubt it and I hope you never do either. Please I'm begging you don't leave me, I only want you. So many couples I know are breaking up, and I'm scared you're gonna get tired of putting up with me. And say enough and just let me go. It's my worst nightmare. I want you and I baby. I love you so much please never doubt my love. It's all and only for you.
