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I'm scared.
I sat there on the cold floor, scared. With no clue what to do, and no clue what to say. I didn't cry, but I didn't smile though.
I guess I was in state of shock.
I knew though, in a way you just have the certain feeling in your gut the moment you start noticing the small things. Even the big ones. And deep down I was preparing myself for you, even if you were just my own imagination getting the best of me. But I still wasn't, I'm still not.
I'm sorry I didn't cry tears of joy, and I didn't smile. I didn't have anything to think of. Except I had to tell him.