He...... Didn't come to school today.
And I tried to act cool and normal
As if I didn't care,
But some part of me wanted to leave.
But as time flew by....
I started to realize something,
Realize that his presence turned me into someone else.
It was like a different soul entered my body.
And it was when he was not around
When I felt that this is the real me.
This is who I am.
Today I didn't care about my voice being like a foghorn.
Today I didn't care about my hair being a mess.
Today I didn't care if I cackled.
Today I laughed till I had water in my eyes.
Today I wasn't perfect.
Today I wasn't the best.
Today I had flaws,
And today I wanted the time to pause.
Because today I was me.
Just the real me whom I missed even more than I missed him..
