Alone

Chapter 21

I woke up that morning and heard on a knock on my door. "Coming." I said as I got out of bed and quickly put on some clothes for the day.

I opened the door "Hi." I said looking at Ezra who was standing by the doorway and sky was behind him pouting about something.
"Hey." He said smiling " I was wondering if you like to come with the temple with me?"
"What's a temple?" I say confused
"Oh, it is where you can earn a light saber and maybe learn something about you future or past."

"Oh Umm , well I mean I guess I will go. Does anyone else know were we will be going?" I asked
"No, I have to go because I have to figure out something. I can't seem to understand something. it is really bothering me. And I don't want kanan to know that I'm struggling."

"What about sky?" I asked
"She's fine, just being her normal pouting self."
"Ok." I said looking back at her
He smiled " you ready?" He said
I smiled back "ya, I think so."

We walked together towards the ship and took off.  After a couple minutes later we landed
And walked out. 
"Here it is." He said.
"It looks creeper than I expected." I said.
"Don't worry, it's not that bad." He said.
"Ok." I said, inhaling air.
"It will be ok, I promise." He said giving me a reassuring smile.

We walked in and 2 doors opened.
"I'm supposed to go this way, and you go the other way." He said.
"Ok." I said. "See you in a little bit."
I walked through the door and the door shut behind me.
And there again the darkness.
It felt as it was creeping from behind.
Then I felt a cold hand rest on my shoulder.
I jumped back.
"Who's there?" I say looking around

I felt someone smirk.
And they walked out, it was Vader.
"Hello Callie, I see you are comfortable now. That you tried to forget about us. I see that's not working." He says with his evil laugh.
"SHUT UP VADER! YOU ALREADY MESSED WITH ME, I AM NOT COMING BACK! NOT NOW!!! NOT EVER!!! SO LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I said in a strong voice as I once did a long time ago.  He continued to laugh and disappeared.  I was so angry, I don't like him, not one bit!

There was then a trail: one that was blue and one that was red. One saying death and the other saying peace.  I took the blue one.
Then all the sudden my eye sight blurred  but then went back to normal but it look like me from in the future or something.

Then I saw Ezra standing there looking at my future self . "Callie, we can make this work. I promise."
"How long are you going to keep saying that? we haven't or can't talk to each other and when we do we get other people and ourselves in trouble. As much as we know kanan and Hera have a thing, we can't."
He looked disappointed "I promise Callie, it maybe doesn't have to be this way."

My eye sight blurs and then clears up again
There was this lady holding a baby. She was crying. "Good bye my precious Callie. I hope we meet again soon." She says kissing the baby's forehead and setting her on the sand.
The lady walked away wiping her tears away
And the vision cleared.

Another quickly appeared.
"Ezra, you know I don't like Callie! I seriously do not trust her!" Sky said crossing her arms and narrowing her eyes. " I will run away again if you don't get rid of her!"

"No Skylar! I'm not getting rid of her and you are not running away!!

"I really hate her though Ezra...you will never understand because you don't know what the empire did to my master, who I thought as my father until he was killed." She said angrily.

"I know your angry but she is really nice and over time you will start to like her." He said.

"NO! IM NOT GOING TO BE FRIENDS TO SOMEONE WHO HAS KILLED INNOCENT PEOPLE!" she said strongly

That vision ended. I saw sky again.
"Hey callie, I'm sorry I didn't mean to say mean things or be rude. I'm just not used to other people barging in and taking part of my new family....." She said with her head down in sarrow.
My future self smilied down at sky and hugged her. "It's ok." I whispered into her ear.
Then that vision ended.
I walked until I saw a glowing cave.

"Hello?" I said into the cave
"Umm callie it is." Someone said in a distance
"Uhhh, who is taking?" I said
"Know me you do, met you you were little you did." He said
I waked closer. It was some little green cat thing.
"Umm I'm sorry i dont remember you." I said
"Ok that is. Umm Why you are here?" He said

"Ezra need to figure out something that was bothering him." I said
"Umm knowledge bad bad, but some good." He said " some knowledge can led to dark side."
I looked around and all around me was dark
I felt some fear coming on.
"Umm fearful you are... Regretting this already I am. Find me you shall. Kanan and I train you we will. Kanan not will at first understand. He said

Then a stone arose from the ground.
And a crystal sitting on top.
I look over to the green cat man and he nodded his head "lightsaber crystal this is. Careful with that you should be. Most  powerful weapon in the galaxy it is."
I smilied and walked over to it and picked it up.
It looked almost magical. It looked something like straight out of a fairytail.
I put it in a small bag i was carrying with me.

"Be careful, use the force carefully also. You could end up at the empire again." He said
I nodded my head and walked out.

I met Ezra outside of the temple. I was quite at first but then I started to talk " Hey , did you figure out what you were looking for?"
"Ya,I think so." He said "what did you find?"
"I got this." I said pulling out the crystal very carefully.   "You got a lightsaber??!!" He said
I chuckled to myself

"ya, this green cat thing said I had to train with kanan." I said
"Ok, I dont know how kanan will take this though."
I nodded my head as we started to walk back to the ship.  

"Hope he won't mind...." I said smiling at Ezra. 
"Ya, you can only hope....." he said smiling back

When we got on the ship, I started to wok on my lightsaber.
I saw so many things it's hard to describe.
After a little bit,  my light saber was completed.
I walked over to Ezra.
I don't know if this looks right, but does this actually look like a lightsaber." I said showing it to him
"Holy cow!! That looks amazing!!"
I laughed "Thanks!" I said

A couple minutes later
We landed and started to walk out of the ship
Sky ran out "WHERE WERE YOU EZRA!!! I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST TALKING TO CALLIE!!!! I THOUGHT YOU DIED OR SOMETHING!!!" Sky said who looked like she was crying or something
Than kanan walk out
"EZRA, YOU KNOW NOT THE LEAVE WITHOUT PERMISSION FIRST. YOU AND CALLIE COULD HAVE GOTTEN SERIOUSLY HURT." He said I then felt kanas face turn from mad to shocked.
"I fee that someone has a new lightsaber." He said as his blindfold turns towards me.

[Oh no! What am I supposed to do??? I'm lost, I know kanan is supposed to train me, so I don't go to the dark side. but how??  What  do I say that I need help controlling my fear. is he mad that I got a lightsaber  without him being there??]

We all stood there in silence no one saying anything or walking away or anything.
How do I get myself out of this???