Her Beef 3: Love & War

Chapter 18

Desire

My heart went out to her cause I knew first hand how she felt.

"Tracy when I was with him all he did was cheat and hit me. He didn't love me. He loved the thought of me being there. I was young and I didn't know that what he was showing me wasn't love until I started loving myself." I said in tears.

As women sometimes we get lost in relationships. We confuse mistreatment and disrespect as love.

We allow ourselves to take things that we normally wouldn't because we want to be loved so badly.

"You see people don't get that I am in love with this man right here. Yes we have had our ups and downs, but the love that we have I will fight for. I left him so many times and we hurt each other. We also found our way back to each other. I'm not a threat to you. I am just a reflection of what you want." I said to her.

"Yassss bitch you better preach." Kelly said.

That made us all look at her.

"Kelly no right now." Aubrey said.

"I don't want you." Tracy said.

This girl is so slow. I feel for her.

"I know you don't want me, but you want the unconditional love from a man like I have." I broke it down to her.

Kelly

"Girl look Desire has a whole family. She not checking for that nigga Matthew. So you need to stop checking for him cause bitch he don't want you. You just a jump off for him." I said causing OB and Hush to laugh.

I was tired of this little woman's pep talk we was giving this bitch.

"So what you gonna do now is go live on the gram and apologize for trying to fuck up Aubrey and Desire's relationship or die. Make your choice wisely." I said.

I was over all the extra shit. I missed my man and was ready to go home.

She went live and made her apologies. Now it was time to decide what Mr. Matthew's fate was going to be.

Aubrey

That went better than expected. The only thing I was against was Desire's plan to go see Matthew.

"I'm not feeling that Des. What if he tries to hurt you? Your pregnant I'm not comfortable with that." I protested.

"Kelly already shot him in both of his legs. He is in the hospital. What can he possibly do to me?" she asked.

I didn't trust him. Look at what he went through just to try and get her back.

"Only if you allow me to come with you will I let you go."

If that was agreed to we could do that tonight.

"Fine. If I don't let him know we are done he will keep trying." she said.

At this point I think we are both just over the drama.

"OB get the truck ready. Let's go get this over with so we can move on." I said.

If we can end this without anybody dying than that we be great. But if I had to end this dudes life I would.