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TYNONS POV: (finally)

I heard a knock on the door.

"Hello?" I said waiting for the door to open. I wiped the tears off my face and looked at the figure standing in the doorway.

"Hey, Ty..." the small, soft, high pitched, voice whispered shyly as she stepped into view.

She was so pale she was a grayish white with black eyes. Her long choppy light gray died hair fell to her waist. Her white dress from the asylum was ripped and dirty. The dog tag with her name on it wrapped tightly around her neck had rubbed her skin raw and dried blood stained the bandage around the healed wound.

Her shoulders and back had intricate designs etched into the skin.

She claims she doesn't feel pain. But she's one of the only friends I have. Same for her with me.

"Hey, vaylah,"

"don't tell the new guy I told you this, but he really cares about you. He just stood up in the hall for you in front of everyone." She exclaimed quickly. She's always been hyper like this.

"Kay."

"I just wanted to tell you that. I think he has a crush on you," she giggled.

"M-Kay." I replied

"Ok, biiiiiyyhhhhaaaah!" she screeched and ran out the door and let Noteie back in.

"Hey. assholes out there huh?..." he asked as he handed me a bowl.

"Yey. hey, can I a-ask y-you somet--...... Um. I-erm..." I stuttered like an idiot as he say there and waited for me to finish.

"Never mind..." I decided it was awkward and going to get nowhere.

"What did you want to ask me?" he continued after I told him stop.

"You-- are you, umm- are you attracted to me?..."

He was silent for a second and looked back up at me smiling.

"Um. never mind. It doesn't matter," I tried to change the subject.

"How are we going to get anywhere if I keep my feelings in. If I keep lying to you. To keep lying to myself," he said refusing to drop the conversation.

"I know you hate me. It's fine. I get it." I finished. It's the truth. He'll never like me. I'm not good enough for him.

"Open your godamn' eyes and look at me. Now." He ordered. It reminded me he is, after all, in control, so I did as he commanded and took a deep breath then began to look down.

"I said look at me, Tynon." he repeated and I once again obeyed his orders.

"I don't hate you. It's not fine. And you don't fucking get it because you won't let me finish. Ty, you thought right. How could someone not love you... And I'm not mixing pity up with love. When I say I love you. it means, I truly do love and care for you. I had always wondered what you'd be like if you where happy, and I will always wish that you show me and be strong enough to try. Because let me tell you one thing. When you cry because you think your worthless, I'm sobbing because your not and you don't see it. I cry because your crying and I can't help you." He said softly and I started to tear up and blush.

"Ty, I will do anything to make you feel beautiful because it's true. I will do whatever you want and whatever I can to make you happy because you deserve better," he added and then said the most meaningful, beautiful, unheard words that I always thought were only on fairy tales.

"I-I- I love you."

I started to break to tears and actually smile. For once in my life I smiled. I'm surprised I knew how to. I started to blush as I watched him smile and get closer to me. He unlocked the chains and set me on his lap to face him. He hugged me and streaked my tear soaked, blue hair as he kissed my lips gently. And this time, knowing he is kissing me because he means it, I keep my eyes slightly open, kiss back, hug him, and even smile because I now know I'm definitely not alone anymore.

I know he loves me.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 14, 2014 ⏰

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