Loving The Nobody

~~Chapter 7~~

Jame's pov.

Aba thank you naman author at binigyan mo ako ng pov. First time ko pa lang ito guys. Sige magkukuwento lang akgo saglit tungkol sa buhay ko at WAG kayong magreklamo dahil sandali lang naman ito.

I'm 24 years old and I have a crush on Julia. Julia is everything to me. She was the one who brought me back to life because my mom died....but I guess having a crush on her was my biggest mistake. I figured out that she likes my bestfriend yet now enemy and rival, Ace. Wanna know why he's my enemy, he's family tried to savatage our company and because of low money my mom got depression, my dad rarely comes home to get me because of their divorce and then thag day when dad came home I was excited because will be having a family bond but....mom had a suicide. She hang herself in the bathroom and died. Nainis talaga ako kay Ace dahil dalaw o explination man lang galing sa kanya wala as in he left me crying but Julia didn't but still I'm broken. She rejected me 3x already and I got this dumb idea to propose to her last year but still got rejected cause she can't move on. F*ck I can't take it anymore. I tried to move on, I even searched how to move on but it didn't help. I already drank 10 bottles of alcohol and still doesn't help. But there's only one thing I want, I...want...closure with her so this heart won't break anymore.....

" Hi uhh Julia, c-can we talk? " Nauutal kong sabi na nanginginig pa ang mga kamay ko.

" Oh, James I umm I guess... " She said at sinenyasan niya akong umupo sa may bench...

A minute of silence went by but I broke it cause it was really ackward....

" So, what does he have that I don't? " Bigla siyang napatigil sa pagsuklay ng buhok niya at tumingin sa akin na punong-puno ng tanong sa mukha niya...

" Tell me, what does ACE have that I don't? " Kalma kong pagsabi pero may pagkairita dahil nagagalit na ako sa kakahintay ko sa sagot niya...

" Don't ask things that are not true and might hurt you James, were nothing! " Sabi niya na nainis so I started to yell to...

" Then you wanna explain who's that f*cking guy cause I wanna know! " Sigaw ko na nagkasulubong ang mga kilay ko, kapag galit ako I can't control my anger...

" Don't yell at me like that and another thing he was just a friend so none of business! " Dahil sa galit nasipa ko yung bench at medyo nagulat si Julia sa ginawa ko....

" Don't lie to me, you and him has something in common! "-me

" And what's that huh! Another of your nonsense talk! " Napamura ako sa sinabi niya dahil anong nonsense, those I've said were nonsense. Sh*t! Konti na lang talaga masusuntok ko na siya....

" Wanna know what's that ok I'll tell, you and that a**hole are betrayers! " Pagkatapos nun nagwalkout na ako. Yung kotse ko malayo sa kanya kaya di niya nakita na nagsipa ako ng ibang kotse at sinuntok ng ilang beses ang wall. Dahil sa sakit napaupo ako at sumigaw. Wala naman tao kaya hindi ako nahihiyang sumigaw. Mabilis ko na lang kinuha susi ko sa bulsa at pumasok sa loob and started driving....

A Few Minutes Later........

I parked my car infront of my house at sinalubong ako ng 4 year old sister ko. Correction step sister but I accept her and I love her....

" Hi Tsuya! Mushta school mo! "Pagsalubong niya at sinabayan ng mahigpit na yakap sa mga binti ko. Ang cute talaga ng kapatid kong ito...

" Ayus lang naman baby, ikaw kamusta day mo dito sa bahay? " Sabi ko at umupo para maabot ko siya...

" Ok lang din Tsuya kashi kasharo ko si Aurora! " Sabi niya na may napakalaking ngiti sa labi tapos tinuro pa aso namin na si Aurora. Ewan ko ba kung bakit hindi siya nabobored dito sa bahay eh yung mga yaya at si Aurora lang kasama niya dito eh......

" Ok sige-sige, pasok na tayo mahangin baka lamigin ka " sabi ko at saka siya ginabayan papasok. Bago ako pumasok binigay ko sa guard yung susi at alam na niya gagawin doon. Pinapark ko lang kotse ko sa loob...

" Sige na baby tulog muna si kuya sa kuwarto ok? " Pagbebaby ko sa kanya...

" Shige po! " Tili naman niya at saka tumakbo sa may couch kung saan nakakalat yung mga laruan niya.I chuckled before I went to my room....

Pagpasok ko pa lang binagsak ko na katawan ko sa kama at sinindi aircorn. Hays! Nakakapagod talaga itong araw na ito! I would just sleep I guest, cause its a really tiring day at kailangan kong isipin talaga kung paano ko makakausap ng mabuti si Julia ng hindi nagmumura at sinisigawan siya. It was really annoying that she keeps denying it! I already know that she likes him, bakit ayaw niyang aminin! Nakakainis! Makatulog na lang nga! NIGHT! 

~~THE NEXT DAY~~