BAD WOLF in Civil War *sequel to BAD WOLF*

Chapter 18; I won't be weak

*Author's note*

Okay gang and here we get the ultimate decision of our beloved Wolfie, will she let this arm loss consume her or will Bucky find a way to help her cope and see this as strength and not a weakness. Read more to find out, some angst but mostly Bucky-bear/Wolfie feels in this chapter that I know some of you have been DYING to read more up on, also listen to the song I know you all will like it esp. if it was from your childhood :)

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It had been a week since the incident with Klaue and his death. Wakanda enforcements could relax as well as its people knowing now that the biggest threat to ever walk in their homelands was finally defeated. All except for the selected few like the royal family because they had to watch with utter solemn as one of their dearest and greatest friends had continued to suffer.

Ever since the accident, (y/n) had yet to utter a single word to anyone, even Bucky Barnes. She would barely eat, she couldn't sleep without having nightmares of losing her arm. She was practically a zombie at this point. All she would do was sit outside for hours and hours staring out as the sun rose over the African country and literally sit there until the sun set and she would return to her bed and sleep but the nightmares would once again keep her up.

(Y/n) was in complete shutdown mode.

One early morning, Morowa was packing up to leave when Bucky saw her ready to leave and he said.

"You're abandoning her?" Morowa paused then turned around and said to him.

"I'm told that some of Klaue's former business partners are coming to see why he hasn't made his deals finalized, I have to draw them away from here before they find out what really happened to him".

"She needs you Morowa!" She stopped her packing and turned towards Bucky and walked up to him, placed her hands on his shoulders and said straight into his face not breaking contact.

"She needs you Sargent Barnes, she needs someone who has been through what she's going through. She doesn't need a mother, she needs her brother to talk to her and bring her back into the light". Bucky looked at the Wakandan woman and he said to her.

"How?"

"Use that connection of yours to start, don't force her to do anything, talk to her as you would've wanted to be talked to a year ago when you were on the run, how did she talk to you?" Bucky sighed deeply and said.

"I'll try but I don't know what good it'll do".

"It'll be a start. You think too little of yourself Bucky, you have more power than even I could ever have when it comes to (y/n), when the time comes, you'll know what to do. You are her brother after all". Morowa embraced him and whispered in his ear, "Take care of our girl for me, I'll try to be back as soon as I can". With that final farewell, Morowa left Wakanda.

Later that day, Bucky had went to the one spot where he knew (y/n) would be and saw Shuri trying to talk to her about the plans for her suit hoping to get some input on what they could do now. Like always (y/n) didn't respond when Shuri finally snapped impatiently.

"That's it Raksha! For an entire week you haven't spoken a word! You haven't eaten anything and all you do is sit here and sulk! Are you really gonna let Klaue's last action affect you this much!? The girl I once knew wouldn't let this beat her down this much!" Then for the first time in a week, (y/n)'s expression slowly changed from broken and far away to anger.

"Burn it" she muttered. Shuri's expression turned to shock and she said.

"Run that by me again?!"