One After Another..

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He claims to be sorry but I won't accept his apology...
He's just like the others,
One after another sorry won't cut it this time love..
We make mistakes this I know,
But watching you stand there doing nothing at all watching me fall..
I called you a friend,
Betraying me was easy for you maybe you thought about it twice,
But I never would...
You are a lover I will never hold and kiss,
I wish you would have noticed me before you noticed ever other girl,
Because maybe you wouldn't be like all the others,
Chasing each other around picking,
One after the other as if they are prizes to be one,
I've learned this love..
I am a ghost and I am irrelevant to you and many others,
I've swallowed the last bit of hope I had left forever ago and started thinking about my identity and how I need to survive this hell,
It's easy for you to say sorry and "feel bad",
But I'd never be able to look you in the eye if I did such a thing,
Terrible but true,
Knowing I fell for someone like you,
A guy who doesn't even notice a girl like me,
And here we are you chasing one after another,
While I just stare at you watching you destroy yourself,
And I can't do anything to stop it,
Because you're just like the others picking one after another.. -Ghost Girl Blog Of The Day-

I wake up feeling sick as a dog, "why today just why?" I asked myself. I seriously can't miss today because I'm sick.. It's blog day, maybe I can do it from home and print it out here??  A part of me really doesn't want to go to hell today, because feeling like shit plus people torturing the fuck out of me equals me feeling even worse so no thanks I'll pass.. I've got better things to do, like avoid everyone and drawing my last sketch again because miss bitch decided to pour multiple drinks on me. I don't even know how she was able to to be honest..  Hey she's Charlotte so she can do anything apparently. Anyways I'm going to rest so I can feel better, because even though I don't want to go back to hell anytime soon, I don't want to be sick forever..

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