I have no one to live for. my existence is meaningless.
if I do get out of this, I'm leaving. never coming back.
lazy.
I'm tired and ive relapsed again.
people are yelling at me.
worthless.
no one cares.
I don't.
I want to get away from these people and out of this hell hole.
selfish.
my anxiety is eating away at me and my depression is making me crazy.
I feel gross.
useless.
I carved the word 'loser' into my thigh last night.
it wasn't deep enough.
stupid.
I cried and cried and cried.
couldn't sleep.
baby.
lazy. worthless. selfish. useless. stupid. baby.
loser
