WARNING if you didnt read the title. This is a smut/lemon/sexy time. It is a little sad(?) But it just came to me while I was on the floor. This is a song-fic, the song Clarity by Zedd. So enjoy!
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High dive into frozen waves
Where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain
And it's worth it every time
Your POV
That was the last straw. You had just caught your (ex)boyfriend of 2 years cheating on you with your best friend. After walking in on them in his apartment, you ran out into the cold of night, him calling your name into the dark of night.
Hold still right before we crash
'Cause we both know how this ends
Our clock ticks till it breaks your glass
And I drown in you again
Tears streamed down your face as you made your way to your only tie to sanity. Levi Ackerman. He was your childhood friend from when you both were 3. You two had system set up that when someone (more specifically Reiner) broke your heart, he would be the one you fell on. Only this time, this is a deep fall, and the rope getting up was freying to nothing.
Finally arriving at Levi's house, you knocked on the door with shaking hands. "Who the hell.... Ah shit... Hold on" a gruff voice said from inside the house. You heard the locks click as as a very tired Levi opened the door. "What the hell do you- oh no. Come here." he spoke, his original harsh tone breaking at the sight of your tear stained face and shuddering body. You shuffled in and was met with strong arms that wrapped themselves around you.
His hands rubbed your back as he placed soft kisses on the crown of your head. He pulled away and looked at you with sad eyes. "What happened princess? What did that douche bag do to you?' He asked softly. You hugged him tighter and looked up at him. "L-l-levi.... He was cheating on me with (best friend).... What did I do wrong!?" You cried out in anger and sadness as the tears flowed freely down your rosey cheeks. He pulled you to his chest. "You did nothing princess. He's the asshole. And (best friend) is a goddamn whore for doing that." He said, words laced with venom.
Cause you are the piece of me
I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly
Still fight and I don't know why
You pulled back to look at him. "Levi.. Make me forget...... Please..." He looked at you with sadness and sighed. "If you wish."
------Time skippppp----
You layed on the bed with levi hovering over you, 3 fingers inside your hot core. Both of your cloths had been shed long ago as he began to work his magic.
"Levi.... Please..." You looked at him with tears in your eyes. He knew what you wanted, but he would never do it. Whenever you would come to him, you would always ask him and beg him to hurt your womanhood, because you thought you deserved it. He would never do it. He coukd pull your hair, slap you, bite you (all with heavy remorse), but he could never hurt your sacred area.
If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy
If our love's insanity why are you my clarity
He looked at you and shook his head. "I'll never do that (y/n). Ever." Tears still flowed down you face as his fingers picked up the pace and he sucked the delicate bud on your breast into his mouth. You moaned loudly, shoving your fingers into his hair.
He detached from your chest with a 'pop' and leaned up to crash his lips into yours. He withdrew his fingers and you groaned at the loss. He placed himself at your entrance and looked at you. The anger he felt against Reiner and (best friend) suddenly proppelled him to slam into you without restraint. You screamed out his name in both pain and pleasure.
Levi POV
How dare that fucking bastard break her heart. When she comes to me I know its his fault. I wish she didn't just see me as her vise though. It hurts me when she tells me that she wants me to harm her. I love her too much. She helps me stay sane unlike anyone else I've ever met.
Why are you my remedy
Why are you my remedy
Why are you my clarity
Normal POV
Levi's harsh thrusts and (y/n)'s nails dragging down his back becak the only noise that could be heard, on top of the moans of pleasure. Levi grabbed (y/n) mid thrust and pulled her to him, and they remained that way as they continued their dance of remedies.
Why are you my remedy
Why are you my clarity
---- Time skip ---
The morning light shined through the curtains of Levi's room, waking him from his dreams. He rose out of bead to find the spot next to him empty. He went into the kitchen and found a note.
Dear Levi,
Thank you. Obviously your the only friend I can trust anymore. Reiner called and apologized, and apparently there was a misunderstanding. He came to pick me up this morning. Please, never leave me. I will miss my true best friend. I know you'll always be there to help me. You'll always be the insanity to my tragedy.
your Princess,
(Y/n)
Levi looked at the note with tears threatening to spill. The only thought he coukd think as he made his way to the bathroom was 'love sucks'.
Why are you my remedy
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