I hate funerals. I hate when people give you so much pity when a loved one dies. I hate having to hold back the tears because I don't want anyone to know how much it really hurts. I hate the feeling of having to say goodbye to a loved one.
The thing is, this isn't just a loved one, it's my mom. She was the only family I had since I am an only child, my dad left before I was even born, my grandpa died when I was three due to cancer, I have no aunts or uncles since my mom was also an only child, and my grandma suffers from alzheimer. My mom was the only family I had, she was my best friend and now she is gone.
Everyone keeps telling me how much my mom meant to them. Others say they will pray for me to get though this and I hate having their pity. I don't deserve their pity, I don't deserve people feeling bad for me. This is all my fault. I am the reason my mom is dead.
*FLASHBACK*
''Hello?" I hear my mother's sleepy voice and I giggle
"Hello mother" I say and continue giggling
"ARIANA BAY EVANS ARE YOU DRUNK?!"
"Maybe" I say and start laughing like it's the most hilarious thing in the world
"Where are you?" I can hear her breathing heavily, something she does when she is trying to calm herself down
''Why should I tell you?"
"Because I am your mother and I'm coming to pick you up"
''Someone will take me home later" I slur
''No, you are telling me where you are right now or I will track your phone down and find you''
I stay quiet and I hear her sigh.
"Tell me where the party is Ariana or I swear you will be grounded for life"
"Aubrey's house" I simply state and hang up
My phone rings but I ignore it and take another shot of vodka
*END OF FLASHBACK*
I am pulled away from my horrible memories as a woman I don't know pulls me into a long lasting hug.
"You've grown so much" She squeezes me and I hear her sniffle " Last time I saw you, you were in diapers"
I pull away and give her a weird look. Her face seems familiar but I can't seem remember her. She seems to notice my weird stare and gives me a small smile.
"You probably don't remember me but I'm Marie, Richard's mother''
"Who the hell is Richard?"
"Your father" She says and I pale
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Not a big fan of Madison Beer but I can't deny that she is insanely beautiful so I decided she will play the role of Ariana. Hope you guys liked this chapter cause it's only the beginning :D
-Camille xx
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Teen Fiction"We change, we grow up We fuck up, we love we hurt, we're teenagers. We're still learning" Ariana is a sixteen year old girl who just lost her mom due to a car accident. With no other family member to take her in, she must go live in California with...
