I've had this feeling for a long time now.
The people around me don't seem to see me.
The real me is waiting to get noticed.
By writing stories and poems I feel noticed.
Having people compliment or criticize my writing.
I'm noticed by you all.
I may be a rookie to all I still love to write.
In reality I feel invisible no one likes me.
They ignore me.
My so called friends that I've known for years.
Used me for their entertainment.
Then they cut all ties to me.
Or forget me because I'm annoying.
The only friends I have probably 4 people.
The feeling of invisibility is not great.
I wish to be appreciated by the people I call friends.
So one day I may be able to become a success.
Writing is my life to the extent of it being my outlet.
I can express myself and just be me.
I hope to be a writer to be seen.
My name shall not be mine.
But a pen name I've created.
And that name is Sora Zexal.
This name has been with me since the age of 10.
Afraid to be myself my real name.
I can't say for I believe I'll be bullied once again.
So I choose to be Sora Zexal.
