Chapter four: 4th Blossom
"Why? Is sometime's the only question that's important to me"
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After another meeting with Monroe I headed home and entered the house through the back garden and went up to my room. Really I was fed up with life, extremely bored to why I was being treated this way Why? Is all I ever wanted to know, I have being perfectly good throughout I was kid but everywhere I go even when I change schools, the bullying never stopped it just continued and I fed up right now I just want to be up there in heaven with my mom but I can't go there. If I commit suicide I have I go to hell, I just don't get
"WHY! The hell she had to go,she was the only one that understood me, who stood side by side with me, protected me she was a beautiful mother cared for me even though she had me when she was 14, but she was mature enough to take care of me when everyone disowned her she didn't abort me or anything she kept me, loved me and now she's FUC*KING GONE! The whole world is so unfair I can't go everyday with this sh*it that keeps on happening to me every fuc*king time, I swear my whole life is pissing me off, I'm just a messed up child, everyone thinks so"
I guess probably I was shouting everything I said out because my grandma came rushing in and started comforting me the only thing I said was
"She's gone, I miss her"
I kept on saying that on an on until I fell asleep ready for the next days of torture the only thing I really could remember was my grandma rocking back and forth singing Bob Marley redemption to me.
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"I'm a messed up child, everyone thinks so"
AN: sorry I haven't updated in a looooooong time just that I moved houses and all those stuff so I've got to wait till my internets set back up but yeah I hoped you enjoyed this chapter☺️ even though it was kind of sad😢 by the way please dont mind the mistakes I was righting this chapter on my phone
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