Sober Gamzee (Book 1)

sober gamzee chapter 27

~ song is lost it all ~ Black veil brides 

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'Gamzee please act your age', the the middle aged women said to gamzee stiing behind a large oak desk gamzee sat in the chair with his hooduup not making eye contact and biting his thumb in the process, 'gam please i know this is hard bu-' she could not finish because gamzee stood up throwing his fits into the desk 'no you don't know me you think you know me but in reality you dont' every word that left his mouth was filled with venom, 

He walked out of the room, getting outside he cluched his head slowly sliding down the wall, 'why why me of all people'  gamzee sobbed tears would not come from his eyes as he was strong and half of the things he has seen in his life up to now. 

Rain lightly came down the quitet streets that night,

Soft pitter patter of dropplets,

Tears pricked  at the edges of  gamzees eyes he blinked to try and hide them not weak him and kurloz both learned to show no fear at a young age due to his fathers line of work, 

'to stop people from hurting you you scare them' gamzee's father always said when gamzee would come to him at the age of five crying about what the children said to him.

But that all stoppend when gamzee was going 'insane' Kurloz tryed to protect him but there father though both went mentaly insane so he locked them away,

Gamzee took shelter under a bus stop, rain now heavily coming down and soft thunder in the distance, looking around with the soft dim lighting of the street lights.

Gamzee was deep in thought he was having little flash backs, 

"Gamzee i'm the nurse you had a accedent that's why you are in the hospital, you're brother kurloz he is in surgey but don't worry he is fine"  gamzee looked at the plump nurse his violet eyes dull with colour his forarm bandged up and stiches on is leg, what happend to him why was kurloz in surgey? 

Then it hit him he and kurloz was playing round  in one of the big rooms at the house gamzee fell back on a table and smashed a expensive vase that his father loved after that their father beat gamzee but kurloz took all the hit as gamzee only had shards of glass in his arm and leg from where he fell.

Tears blured his eyes watching kurloz getting harmed ...

After coming out of the daze gamzee looked up to the sky, seeing that sunrise was slowly rising he turned making his way to another close friend of his.

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This chapter is finally done please don't stop voting or comenting i am slowly going to upload every other week just i have been busy sorry :/ 

hope you guys enjoyed and stay reading as its going to get better...(well try to)