Sober Gamzee (Book 1)

sober gamzee chapter 30

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Dark, quiet sounds of people coughing, i sat there im the dimly lit room playing with the ends of the night gown, with mutiple leads, tubes, coming off of me i look horrible everynow and then a nurse comes to check on me.

They say i cannot go back to slivilan life because im a danger to people, but i have terezi as i have told them i have a carer but they will not listern, i don't want to live back there in that cold place, they said i will not go back there somewhere nicer but i dont think so they are all the same.

 Same cold walls, nurses treating you like shit they say we would never be normal but there the sick ones leaving us like this watching us suffer, tapping my boney fingers on the egde of the trube that is in my arm.

With one quick movement it was ripped out leaving a stinging feeling in my right arm and then pulled and ripped the rest of of my body grabing my clothing that was neatly folded on the chair, pulling on my purple hoodie and baggy jeans then slipping on my shoes, pulling my hood up i walk out of the room, down the hallway passing many nurses that looked to tired to care who i was, walking past rooms filled with many sick patients, 

"HEY YOU"  i hear a scream two nurses running towards me i make a quick exit out of the door running away from that place i still can hear the nurses running after me shouting for me to stop, i make it out of the hospital grounds and run for terezi's house, bething heavily i feel warm liquid runing down my arm, not focusing on it i still run for her house, 

I kock at her door my feet can't handel myself as i feel really tired and weak soon the door opens and terezi  catches me as i fall into her arms, "gamzee?" she questions as she drags me into the house and puts me on a chair, "gamzee look at me" she said with a stern voice grabbing my jaw and throwing my head to look at her my eyes are heavy and i can't speak.

Tears well-up at her eyes as she burries her head into my sore sholder, weakley my arm comes around her waist, as i wisper into her ear "the world does not want me anymore as my time...has...come" i say with diffucilty.

Terezi's arms come around my neck as she is sobbing "no, no gam they can't have you, you are not ready and so so young" she cries as she pulls away and rubs her thumb against my cheek i look at her as ttears solwly build up in my voilet eyes, i give her a reasuring smile, "be a good girl for me" i say as i can feel the life being sucked out of me. 

"Gam please don't die on me" she cries as she kisses me on the lips tears both rolling down our faces, she deeoens the kiss as i feel enough strength to pull her against me closer, i still can feel the blood dripping from my arm as the fabric sticks to my arm,

As we both pull apart we see blue and red lights light up the front window people rushing to the door, with the fornt door crashing open and people yelling up to get down on the floor, as i fell to the floor police men come checking me to see if im alive, 

I hear terezi crying out for them to not touuch me as everything started to go limp,

my hearing started to go fuzzy,

my eyes slowly closing,

my life was gone...

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~ Thanks for reading this story as i has been an rollercoster to write and sorry for not updating frequently, but most of all thank you for people who stuck to this story when i was able to update and thank you for the reads, comments, and even votes thank you~