I sit on my couch, and watch my babies kick. It hurts a little bit, and I can see the babies limbs poking my skin. I don't even know the gender of my babies, I only had one doctors session. Thats when I found out I was having twins. I live with my aunt who is as rich as fuck and doesn't give a damn about me. She's always traveling and golfing, and I'm always in my room.
I sharp jab in my tummy intrupts my thoughts.
I've started to watch birth videos. Birth looks painful, and I have to push two babies out. I'm not going to have a hospital birth. I don't want them to keep touching me and poking me with needles. I think that a home birth would be better.
