I feel like I'm losing all my friends. Even my best friend from second grade. I feel like I'm losing her.The only person I can really trust is my girlfriend and I'm not losing her thank God. I think I'm just gonna give up speaking because I'm stupid and I say all the wrong things and my voice is weird and people have told me various times to shut up so why not take their advice and just shut up. I've cried so many times throughout the night it's the only thing that can get me tired. I'm not as happy as I was. One small sad thing can just push me off the edge.
