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❤seokjin (jin) -why {part 2}

y/n pov:
i was about to leave when a was pulled back by a strong force. jin gripped tightly to your wrist saying: "y/n pls. dont leave me" and that bitch jihyo said: "darling what are u doing? since she wants to go, let her go. she doesnt deserve u anyways, i do."
jin stared at her, signalling her to shut up. you just smirked, turned around and your hand kissed her face. holding one hand to her face, she gave u an evil and angry stare whereas jin just stood there shocked as he had never seen you this angry. you felt proud of slapping her and said this: "slut". jin was extremely shocked and slapped you as well. telling you: " WHY DID U DO THAT Y/N. CANT U SEE? I LOVE HER. NOT U. SO GET THE HELL OUT. I NEVER WANT TO SEE U AGAIN U UGLY, FAT DISGUSTING BITCH." ouch. the love of my life said this to me just for that slut. you saw his face fill with guilt right after he said that as u felt your nose sting and tears brimming up your eyes as he slowly lets go of your arm.

jin pov:
I felt a sudden anger when she slapped jihyo and slapped her back and telling her things i felt like i never meant. Why? why do i feel so guilty? why do i suddenly feel so dumb for cheating on her? i dont love her right? why am i feeling so weird and why are tears coming down from my face? i decided to let her go. shes not the person i love right? jihyo is the person i love right? yeah. shes just nothing to me. as i saw y/n running aways with tears in her face. why do i feel like a big piece of my heart is gone? it must be nothing. i continued to have some fun with jihyo until i opened the room door. OUR room door and saw the decorations y/n did. all my favourite colours as i finally realised and remembered, today was our 4th annivasary. as jihyo continued to kiss me, i slightly pushed her away and told her to leave as i wasnt in the mood anymore. she was shocked but agreed and left as i sat on the bed i and y/n used to sleep on together and cried.

y/n pov:
after he let me go, i ran as quickly as i could, not knowing where to go as i was originally from another country and jin was the one who let me stay at his house where we fell in love. tears slowly flowed down my face as i reached my favourite place. the park with my favourite swing. it was 7pm so not much people were there. sitting down, i thought of what he said. was i nothing? am i really that ugly? what did i do wrong to deserve this? as tears kept flowing down, you felt as if the sky was crying fot u too as it started to rain. suddenly, a handsome brown and tall guy approached u with his umbrella and shifted it to you and left himself in the rain saying: "Miss, i may not know u but pls dont cry. you're really pretty and staying in the rain will get u sick." as he gave a beautiful smile to you. "whats your name miss? let me help u. ill bring you to my house to get u warm.dont worry. i have no intentions. my name is chae hyungwon and u look really familiar." u were shocked. "chae hyungwon? im y/n. you remember me? im your childhood best friend. i lost your contact once i reached korea. im glad i saw u again! as you finally smiled."
{{TIME SKIP}}
Its been 4 years after mine and Jin's breakup. i went back and took my belongings one week later after moving to hyungwon's place and when jin wasnt home as i left my keys there with still small tears coming down.
"EOMMA!! look its a heartu for u and appa." 2 years old jinhyung said. its hyungwon's son. to be exact, its mine and hyungwon's child. indeed, after jin, hyungwon taught me how to be strong and little did i know he had a crush on me since we were teenagers. after around 9 months i finally got over jin and got married to hyungwon and had a child together. thinking back about it made me tear up and made my jagi, hyungwon worried. "jagi are u ok?? why are u crying jagi? what happend? who bullied u? tell me and i will smack him." i smiled and shook my head saying im fine as hyungwon suggested he goes to buy some icecream to cheer me up in such a hot weather. as he left, i turned around to see my son missing. i shouted for his name loudly to get no response until i heard someone shout from far: "EOMMA! EOMMA NAYA YEOGISEO." (mum im here!) i hugged and told him to nv walk off without informing me as he told me he went to the toilet and this uncle brought him back. i bowed and thanked him but a very familiar voice cracked and said: "you're welcome" you looked up to see who it was. Jin. he looked at me with guilty eyes as i stared at him. he looked like he was in a horrible state. unshaved, dried tears and scars on his face

Jin's POV:
its been 4 years i miss y/n. i was wrong. i miss her voice, her touch, her kiss, her comforts and her hugs. jihyo was cheating on me with my bestfriend and left me. thinking about that reminded me of y/n. how she felt when i and her bestfriend cheated on her. as i was thinking, from a far i saw a little boy with small tears in his eyes calling out: "eomma? appa?" and couldnt help myself but help. he said he was lost and i brought him around to find his parents. not long after, he shouted from a far "EOMMA" as he found his mother. she scolded him a little due to her being worried but that voice. that very voice sounded so familiar. as she bowed to thank me and i replied a welcome, she looked at me with a shocked face.... y/n the girl ive been missing as she looked at me with a shocked face.i wasted no time and said: "y/n can i talk to you?... please?" she hesitated but nodded her head in agreement and asked jinhyung to go and play by himself first. "y/n you look jus as beautiful as i remembered. i miss u. so so much. i regret everything. pls forgive me. come back to me. i know you're with Hyungwon and thats his child. Just leave him. i know im the one who can give u happiness. not that jerk." when a hand flew towards my face and felt a stinging pain. she slapped and spit at me saying: "YOU ARE THE JERK. DID U KNOW HOW MUCH I WAS SUFFERING? NOW U WANNA COME BACK AND THINK I WILL COME BACK TO U WHEN U WERE THE ONE WHO LEFT ME? JINHYUNG IS HIS AND MY CHILD U UNDERSTAND ME. LEAVE. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN." as a tear escaped both of our eyes. i was shocked by how much she went through and hence left. the slap made me wake up to feel how she felt. i left with tears in my eyes and a few days later, i left korea as i know she deserved so much better. a loyal man. like hyungwon... i will miss you even if i dont deserve to.. i love u and only u.. pls forgive me.

~THE END~
🌻author note:🌻
🌻GOSH THIS WHOLE STORY IS 2000++ WORDS OMG I TALK TOO MUCH. anyways i hope yall enjoyed! do yall want another ending instead? do tell me!! i will try to kekek now on to the next story, Jung Hoseok❤🌻
lots of love.
Mrs Kimpark
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