Continuous love story

First love?

The song above is what I always listened to when I wrote this, there will be multiple parts, but if you want to set the mood, you can with this song. Kind of wrote it to the beat of the song if that makes sense. Lol, I hope you like it!!

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Running away from a love, only to be found by another. Her heart already fragile she saw his too. He comforted her in ways she could not understand, she strived for his love to come but it never came; she couldn't hold her emotions in any longer so- she voiced them to him, she never got the reply as he left her side. Heart broke again, she looked for a new one. She has no hope, but soon it came; a new love she found, for it was better than the last, he gave the love she sought for ; without the hesitation. He has her heart for nearly a year, but she had to say goodbye, it was hard but she knew it was right. Her heart felt alone because she couldn't truly let go of her first love, he broke her heart, but she couldn't let go, so she ran back to him, confessing the love she still had this time- he said it back; confessing how wrong he was and wanted her back. She was happy in his arms, not wanting the feeling to go, but this second time around didn't last long, in time- he was gone. Never wanting to trust or love again, she came out of heart break again. Finding someone new who was the same as her, never getting the love they want, it seemed to be fine, but she soon saw he came with lies, she let him go without a thought in mind. She was done with it all, just about ready to fall until- he; came along. This one new she was weary of because she's seemed to have seen it all, but he; was nothing like that at all. He came without lies, never to pushing but never to far, he was gentle and loving in his ways, caring and all, he understood the depths of her past, not questioning it at all. She enjoyed what he gave never pushing her away; she realized, this; was the way. Her problems still laid there, their was another just as him, feeling everything she had, she was torn between them, her heart broken in half, the one she'd always loved was there by her side, but was to blinded by her beauty to see the ugly lies, he'd do anything to look in her eyes. He bathed her in gifts to make sure she'd never go but she used his love against him to get what she wanted all along. Her first love still around, their are three now. The other feeling her truly being 19 is completely unappealing this one not accept by others she felt the happiest with him around, he was taken from her sight but her love was still there. She turned to the other whose heart was broken too she only pleaded the truth, though his love for her casted her truth away he'd let her hurt him if that was the only way. She soon found out he was just the same. He lied and cheated and took her heart away. She took the hit and turned the other way, she realized what she needed was always right there, waiting to take her pain, she soon found that was her mistake. She realized she was blinded too, took their love for granted. He was the truth all along, wishing the last thing would be for her to fall, he completed her heart, even from being from a far. To this day it still is that way. Fighting for the chance to meet, and just let the pain slip away-