hey babies ik i promised lots chapters today but wattpad was down until now and i have 4 exams tomorrow im so so sorry i didnt expect this set back today has just been a really bad day in general for me. it was one of those days that i realized gus is really gone and people just made it so much worse, ive been crying since 4 and i, idk, im sorry i keep letting you down. i love you.