Desire

Chapter 5:Broken Hearted

Now I've been waiting for Tyson to fuck up and give me  a reason to steal Toni away. I've been patient but I won't be able to hold on for long. I feel this need to cradle and shower her with love. And I didn't think Tyson was doing a very good job of that. It was something about Toni I just couldn't leave alone. I don't know what it is about her. I wanted to myself and I was gonna have her. Nothing was gonna stop me. I wanted her to be all mine. If Tyson was such a caring husband,why was Toni in my bed and not home? But she loved this Man and I knew she was hurt. I knew her pain. And it was time somebody took her pain away. That somebody was me.  I heard the door so I slipped out so not to wake Toni.  I checked the window And it was Jermaine for Nyla. I kissed my Lula Bell and put her in his car. I always hated when she was away. Even if only for a  few days.  Once I got inside, I heard Toni on the phone. She sounded upset. I went to the room and her face was red.

Janet: What's wrong?

Toni:Tyson is on his way. He supposedly worried about where I was.

Janet: I hope your gonna tell him.

Toni: Trust me,I'm gonna handle this. But I can't believe he did this.

Janet:Me either but it's gonna be alright. I think he's here.

I looked to see his black Jeep parked out front. I had given Toni some sweats and a tee shirt to wear.  I hugged her and watched as they pulled away. I was feeling some type of way. He is really not the Man she thinks he is Amd wouldn't take much for me to tell.him that. I plopped on my bed and turned on the T.V. To get my mind off  of Toni.

                                Toni

I got in the car and immediately, We started arguing. I was about to really have it.

Toni:I shouldn't have to explain anything Tyson, I'm a grown woman.

Tyson:That's not the point.What if something happened? I'm not just anybody. Of all people,you should tell me off rip.

Toni:You weren't even supposed to home first of all, Second,When did you become Mr.AllConcerned?

Tyson: The hell is going on with you? Since when I didn't I care? Got some shit twisted. I always cared.

Toni:Did you care when you were kissing Robin?

Tyson stopped the car. And gave me a real mean look.

Tyson:What the hell are you talking about?

Toni: Don't act dumb!!! You exactly what the fuck I'm talking about. After everything I did first you,you go mess with her! Why her Tyson?  Out of all people, why her?

Tyson: I needed comfort alright. You were always either in the hospital or too sick to be around.I didn't mean for it to... To get like that. But it's over between. So you have nothing to worry about

Toni: So you think it's that easy?  That I just gonna forgive you and act like this never happened?  No!!!! We are over Tyson!!!

I snatched off the engagement ring and threw it at him.  Tears streamed down my face.  I couldn't believe him. The Man I thought I would spend the beat of my life with was doing wrong the whole time. And While I was doped up, he was laid with my beat friend.

He grabbed my wrist and gave this evil look.

Tyson: I was there when you needed me. Yes I fucked up. I was here when Keri did you worse than I.  I was the one who let cry on my shoulder. I still love you. And I'm not gonna be without you.

I didn't take him serious. I just wanted to be alone. I was so hurt, I couldn't speak. Of course, I love him too. But this was unforgivable. I been through it too many times before.The love I had is slowly fading.

I wouldn't look at him. He began to get really angry. He pushed my wrists and Hit the steering wheel.

Tyson: So this is what you want? alright then. Then let of your hopefuls filling your empty head come get you!

He hopped out of the car to my door. He snatched open the door and dragged me out. I kicked and struggled but he is very strong. He threw my purse and bag out before driving off madly.  I was crying  uncontrollably while calling Tamar.  I barely could tell  where I was. She immediately came and I completely broke down. The whole ride I wouldn't stop crying. Once We got to here house,I was a wreck. I laid in the guest crying on Tamar's lap. All she could do is try to comfort but it was no use.

             Janet

I woke up to my phone ringing. I feel asleep watching T.V.  When I answered, I heard.light crying in the background and had  Tamar with real angry tone.

Tamar:I need to go and get some stuff from Toni's house. And don't tell that asshole where the fuck she is.

Janet: Okay I'm on it but what's going.

Tamar:Tyson was messing around on Toni with Robin.  She saw them at the beach yesterday. And after she read his ass when she left your house, he threw it her out and left her stranded.  I had to go get her.

Janet: Are you serious?  He just threw her out the car and left her stranded like that?

Tamar: Do I lie? she only speaks truth. When I see him, I gonna light in his ass. Like this isn't the move.

Janet: I'm gonna go get her stuff right now.

Is there a key?

Tamar: Underneath the Backdoor Mat.She has a bag packed under her bed. Text me once you get it.

Janet:Okay. I'm going now

Tamar: Thanks bunches Jay.

Janet:Oh it's no problem.

I negative drive toward Toni's house. I was so blows.That son of a bitch wasn't gonna get away this. I made the mental choice to take her. She was mine. It was time for her to be loved. And I was going to do it. Tyson doesn't know what's coming to him. If he thinks he getting Toni back,he better recognize what he's up against. What JANET wants JANET Gets. What I wanted was Toni. And I was gonna get her. At Any means necessary!!!!

That's the end? No!

You what they say,the show must go on.

I'm in the process of writing the sequel

Addicted

So stay tuned

See you soon:)

To be Continued.....