Desire

Chapter 4:Truth

I woke up with a funny feeling. Couldn't exactly tell what it was.I heard Tyson on the phone in a hushed tone.I knew it must a business. Ever since I was in the hospital last month, he was always gone. I was feeling a little neglected. All he did was work. I mean Damn,when was it gonna be us time?

Toni:Tyson?

Toni:Yea Mocha?

Tyson: You been working alot lately. When are gonna have us?

He walked over and lifted my chin.

Tyson: Baby you know I would rather stay and be with you but,I can't. Once this deal is done,I'll make it up.I promise.

I gave him a puppy look and just turned over. I hated this. He was never gone this much before. I tried not to think about it too much.

Tyson:I'll be home later babe. I call you.

Toni:Okay Tyson, I love you.

Tyson:Love you too mocha

I never felt so lonely. I turned back over and tried going back to sleep. After a few minutes, I felt someone come behind me in bed. They cradled me in their arms. I knew it was Janet because of her lovely perfume. I didn't fight because I liked being held. She kissed my neck and caressed my hips.

Janet:So he left you again didn't he?

Toni:Yea. I never felt so neglected.

Janet: Awwww.Well I'm here honey. I'm.not gonna leave you. Mmmhmm you smell so good.

Toni:Thanks.You smell good too.

Janet:I can't do this. Toni, I have to...

I could feel her hands going up and down my frame. She went underneath my shirt and felt my bare skin.Her hands were gentle and soft. She went toward my back and unbuckled my bra. I gasped but didn't fight.She took it off and left fall to the floor.

She brought hands to my breasts and softly caressed them. She started to play with my nipples.

Janet:Hmmmm. My Toni, Your body is so soft. You like that?

Toni:Y Yes. But J-

Janet: Sssshhhhh..I'm only gonna feel. I can't resist you. I'm not gonna do anything else. Just relax.

I could believe what she said. I would've never thought she would.have such a heavy attraction to me. She kissed my neck and held me so nicely. I loved being in her arms. I felt loved. I guess she knew I was lonely. Her presence was just calming. I don't even remember drifting off. I woke to the sound of her saying my name. It made me all warm and fuzzy inside.

Janet:Toni? Wake up sleepy head

Toni:Oh. I'm sorry. What's up?

Janet:I have to go get Nyla. Hey,Why don't you me and Tamar take the babies to the beach?

Toni: I would love to! I haven't been in a while

Janet:Okay, just call me and let know what Tamar says.

She hugged me tight and walked out.

I called Tamar to check on her.

She answered quickly.

Tamar:Sissy!!!

Toni:How you feeling?

Tamar:Lovely. Last night was everything. The bomb.com

Toni:Well that's good. What you doing today?

Tamar:Nothing. Just me and Logan.

Toni:Come to the beach. Janet wants us to go with her.