For the love of Jack Gilinsky.

This is it

Chapter 9

~Gilinsky POV~

I got on Facebook when I saw people saying to get on YouNow. So I logged in to see Emily Parks trending. So I clicked on her and she was getting a lot of hate saying she was a slut whore and etc... she looked so broken and tired it hurt to see her like that. She also looked skinner and it seemed like she had been crying.

"Ha wow 289 people just joined. Wow what a beautiful life." You could tell in her voice it was sarcastic. "So let's start off by saying what did I do to deserves this?" People started commenting hate saying cause you're a slut and more. "I can't deal with this anymore. I hate myself more and more everyday and I can't stand knowing people hate me too. I hate looking in the mirror because all I see is a broken girl who lost everything." Her voice cracked. "I want this pain to go away and I know t-that if I stop b-breathing it will go away I know it." She was crying now. "D-do you have I-in idea how hard this is?" She sobbed more. "but I'm done I'm so d-done my head is just dark it's dark and I can't find light just my thoughts saying do it do it." Oh god Emily no. "Im done you guys and I'm gonna make you happy to everybody who goes to my school." Emily. "I'm done. I'm done breathing. I'm to weak to go on. I just want the pain to away and I know this is the only way." I ran to my car and drove to Emily's house. I ringed Mike as I was on my phone.

"Hello?" he asked.

"Mike please do me a favor go to Emily's house hurry dude go please." my voice cracked.

"Why" he said worried.

"Please Mike just hurry run and go don't knock just open the door and look for her"

"Okay bro but if this is one of your jokes I-"

"Just go please Mike" I cried

"Okay I'm going"

"Run Mike"

I got there in less then 10 minutes. When I got there the door was open and I ran inside and followed the screams.

"Emily please don't touch that the rope get of the chair." I heard Mikes voice.

When I got there Emily looked up. "What is he doing here?" she yelled.

"Emily calm down please." I begged

"Mike call 911 please."

"I already did they are suppose to be here any minute." he said

"NOO just let me die! I want to die I just want to d-die! just let me I hate living I hate myself please." Emily cried as her voice cracked "please" she begged as she got off the chair and fell to the ground. I ran up to her holding her. "it's okay Emily. Just please breathe in and out and keep repeating it." she did what I was telling her to do calming down.

Then the police and ambulance came running to her door. "Sir please step away from her we got it from here." I did as I was told. I watched as they put her in the ambulance bed thing and took her outside I followed behind. "Can I please ride with her" I asked.

"Yes you may" a ambulance said.

"Mike call her parents please." I told him. He just nodded his head as in yes.

It's been hours now and I still haven't seen Emily. The doctors won't let us yet so she can rest. I was with Emily's family her mother was crying while his dad looked like he was gonna murder the whole school and her brother looked guilty. I went to get coffee and I rub my hands threw my face. I can't believe this is happening I thought. Before black over took me.

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