Chapter 10
Emily POV
I woke up. It took me a while to remember everything. I realized that I was still alive. I was still breathing. I wasn't dead. Yet. I hated it.
"Hello I'm your nurse Cindy." she smiled.
"Hey" I said with no tone.
"Would you like anything?" she asked.
"Yes" I said
"Okay what would you like?" she said with a smile
"To die." I said watching her smile drop to a frown.
"Um I'm gonna get the doctor to know you're awake." she said
Five minutes later my parents, Jack and the kid I live with walked in with all tears. Caught the crap.
"Honey are you okay?" my mom asked me while crying.
"Yes" I lied. No I'm not.
"It's gonna get better" my dad said.
"I know." I lied again. It won't get better.
"Would you like anything honey?" my mom asked. This stupid question again.
"No" I said but I did want something and that was to die.
"Okay honey let's go leave Jack talk to Emily for a while." dad said. I could tell my mom didn't want to but she still said yes. They all kissed my head expect for Drake who was to quite.
"Why did you try to kill yourself" he asked.
"That's easy. I just wanted to be happy for once ever since school started." I told the truth.
"But why?" he asked.
"Again to be happy. Imagine a place with no people. no feelings. just a peaceful dark world." I said.
"But I-"
"I'm just gonna take a nap Jack." I told him. My mind just thinking "die Emily die!"
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