I never told anyone this before so whoever sees this, just know this all really happened.
A while back I had a best friend. Her name was Myrna Asher she was and still is my whole world and I was scared to ever loose her. Well one night she told me a few things that were happening in her life and some confessions she wanted to let out, and she said if anything ever happened to her tell somebody about everything. Well this is what happened...
She was sexually abused by her step father when she was 9 and she never told anyone that cuz she didn't know what would happen, and how much her life would change if she said something. She took a couple drugs from age 12-13, they were prescriptions. Then when she was 14 she tried drinking for the first time and she loved it then convinced me doing a little, I wasn't a fan of it but it was alright.
Umm... well that same year her and I went to a school party that they did every Friday after school but it was our last one that we were having together, cuz I was moving schools. Well we had a great time but then after we started to head home and when we got back to her place, while we took off our shoes to eat dinner she told me that she truly loved me so so much and I was her world and of course me I was just smiling nodding my head knowing it's true but she always said it all the time.
But then after she gave me the biggest and tightest hug. Then she ran to the bathroom... and I didn't know what she was doing so I was in the kitchen getting two slices of pizza for the both of us, and her mom told me to go get her or tell her to hurry up..
Uhhhhhhhh well... I nocked on the door, but there was nobody in there, so I went up stairs to see if she was in her bedroom and I just saw her sitting next to her bed with blood down her arm and pills spilt on the floor... she had so many cuts up and down her arm and a suicide cut I just stood there crying!! So I ran next to her screaming at her trying to make sure she was still alive and she wasn't, I yelled for her mom and she came running to see wats wrong and I looked at her with a sobbing face, she just dropped to her knees and started crying...
I had to go home that night, I knew I could never forget what happened that night... that's why I only have a guy best friend not a girl cus she could never be replaced.
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Best Friends Till Death
DiversosSomething I just had to let out, and let people know, that this is the main struggle I have had in my life.. and that it hurts to loose someone I loved the most - this took a lot out of me to speak out and say what happened to her... I miss her so...