I'll be there for you

Part 3 (Hurt)

"JAE HAD ASKED HYERIN OUT TO A DATE!" said Yuna panicly.

I froze and didn't know what to say. My mind became blank right after the shocking news. I didn't know why I felt that way. Do I like him? Yes as a friend. Do I love him? Yes but not more than a best friend. So, why does it hurts and annoys me so much? Me feeling happy for him and hyerin? Oh hell nah.

Hyerin hates me so much. She's the one who never quits disturbing and hurting me physically and mentally. It's just that nobody knows about those incidents. It's like a secret between me and Hyerin.

"Well,what did she said to him?" I asked Yuna

"She accepted it and later at 7pm they will meet at the usual cafe we used to hang out together. Ughh how disgusting to hear that. She is so annoying that i couldn't handle being with her!" Yuna became so irritated and furious that her face became red as tomato.

"Woah! Relax Yuna! This is only the beginning. We haven't even meet and see her with Jae. Well, that's the only way we can become closer with her, isn't it?" I tried to calm Yuna down while burrowing my disappointment and sadness deep down in my heart.

7pm at the cafe

I tried to hide away from Jae and Hyerin at the cafe so that i can spy their actions. I regret spying on them because not only it is wasting my time, it also affects my emotions and makes me feel worst than before.

They started to hold hands at first but things had gone worse. They started to kiss each other at the public. Like...oh my god. Infront of everyone? Really? Jae really is proud being Hyerin's 'boyfriend' i guess.

I don't understand why Jae picked someone like Hyerin. If i were to list down the reasons why he picked her, the list must be empty bitch cause she ain't special. Why her? Why it must be her? Just...WHY?

I went back home feeling nauseous and hurt mentally. I had finally realized that I love Jae more than just a best friend. The thought of not telling him earlier stressed me out. The thought of not realizing the feeling earlier hurts me badly.

I guess that I will just act normal and happy for them until they break up, only if they do. If not, then i will suffer and let him go forever and that's the best for both of us.