The Dare Shizaya

Day 3- Shizuo's feelings? (FIXED)

SORRY. I had a little bit of writers' block and I ended up writing this. Hope it isn't too trashy. Thx for reading

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Shizuo's

Izaya was trying to avoid me and I knew it, but he could not get out of this situation. "Shinra told me," I saw his face go blank, "He told me the truth. He dared you to kiss me." I watched him take a step back. "That is absurd." he stated, "If you're going to keep this going, I might as well just leave." he said angrily. 

He tried to go past me to go back in the school but I stopped him. He went to protest, but I was not listening to him. "I know you're in love with me." Once I said that I saw him freeze. "Where on earth did you get that from?!" He was now clearly furious. I don't usually see him like this... 

"Get out of my way Shizu-chan. NOW." he said. I don't think he saw me slightly flinch, but I wouldn't let him pass. It was obvious that he was in his own thoughts until I heard him say, "Shizuo. Move." I flinched again, I never heard his voice this way. 

He glared, I refused to move. Even though my instincts were saying get out of his way. I took a deep breath, I always noticed if he was staring at me. I finally said something, "I thought you liked me, before even Shinra told me, and I am not going to move because I know you will go to kill Shinra. I want to hear you say it." 

He looked shocked, he glared at me, "You must be going crazy Shizu-chan. Why would I say that again? Oh, right, I wouldn't." I tensed up again, but I wasn't letting him go. "I am serious. I want to hear you say it, I want to hear your side." I just stared at him. 

Izaya sighed and walked to the fence. He said no before climbing the fence. He turned to me when he was standing at the top. "I won't say it because I don't like you." he told me bluntly. This was the moment. I have to say it now. "I want to hear you say it because I am in love with you." 

My heart was now pounding in my chest. I can't believe I actually said that I am in love with Izaya. I wanted to know how he would react. Would he feel the same? I looked up at him, he didn't say anything, "So let me hear you say it." I told him.

I talked to Shinra,

"You sure Shizuo-kun? You saw that it was him?" Shinra asked me. "Yeah. I never thought that the flea had an interest in me." I said. "Huh? Wait. What do you mean interest?" Shinra looked at me confused. I just looked at him. Did he not know? 

"He kissed me. Someone does not just kiss someone else for no reason." I raised my eyebrow at him. "R-right... " he looked away from me. That caught my interest. 

"W-well. I might get killed for telling you this-" I continued to stare at him, "but I dared Izaya to do it..." WHAT? I glared at him. Clearly annoyed. "Why the hell would you dare him to do that." I was gritting my teeth. I wanted to hit Shinra really hard. 

"Well- Izaya never lost at truth or dare and I thought that it would be the perfect thing for him to fail at! I never thought he would actually do it!! Then I found out that he likes-" Shinra suddenly stopped. "What? That Flea likes someone?" I questioned. 

Shinra threw his hands up. "NO! I am not allowed to say! I promised Izaya!" I glared lightly at him, but gave up.  Shinra started asking me about school. We had a good conversation before he went on a rant about his girlfriend.

Something caught my eye in the middle of Shinra's rant. It was a computer in Izaya's desk. "Hey, Shinra." He looked at me, "Hm? What is up Shizuo?" I pointed to Izaya's desk. "Does Izaya own a laptop?" Shinra looked over to where I was pointed. I watched his eyes go wide. "Ah- Izaya never leaves his laptop alone... perhaps he forgot it?"

I looked at the laptop again. "Does that mean he will be coming back for it?" Shinra looked at me, "I guess he would. I wonder if he is going to notice..." He walked over to the desk. "I want to know what is on it. But I believe Izaya would kill me if I went snooping."

I walked over to him. "I want to wait for him." Shinra's head popped up, "Ehh? Izaya will kill me if he finds out I told you." I shook my head. "He won't do anything if I am here." Shinra still looked scared. "Don't worry. He has to be still shaken up because of the dare." I tried to reassure him. He nodded to me.

"Besides, I am the main target of Izaya's tormenting." Shinra stared, "That actually is not true Shizuo. He does the same thing to different people. But he gets bored of them quickly." I wanted to change the subject, so we started to talk about school work.

After a while, I looked at the time. "Hey, Shinra. It is almost 4:30. Maybe Izaya isn't coming." I sighed. Shinra shook his head, "I notice a lot of things Shizuo. He is coming to get his laptop." He smirked at me. I wonder why he-- I heard the door fully open and I saw it was Izaya.

He quickly walked over to us and tried to take his laptop out of his desk. I put my hand on top of it to stop him. But he moved my arm, I wasn't putting any real pressure on the desk anyway. When he went to leave, I said his name, "Izaya." and he froze. He turned back around and smiled. Izaya said, "Yes Shizu-chan? I am going to be late for a meeting right now~ I can't play with you today~ but tomorrow, ne?" and just like that Izaya ran out the door. I was still staring in that direction until I hear Shinra. "Have you fallen for him, Shizuo?" Shinra said. Shoot. Shizuo forgot that he was right next to him. "I don't know." Shinra just looked at him. Do I like Izaya? 

I went home that night with that on my mind. I was even thinking about that when I went to sleep. 

It didn't hit me until the morning that I might be the one Izaya likes. I ended up running into Shinra. I caught him before he went into his class. I was slightly panting, but I asked quickly. -----------------

"Shizuo-kun, I don't know what you are talking about.--" I cut him off, "Shinra, you said Izaya likes someone too. Does he like me? Am I the one he fell for?" I looked at him sternly. 

"S-shizuo. I can't really tell you--"  "Please Shinra! I need to know! What you asked me yesterday I can't get out of my head!" He looked reluctant to tell me, "Will you be able to protect me?" Why was he asking me that? I nodded anyway. "Ok, w-well, umm... yes. You are the one he likes..." Shinra's face went pale. "I'm going to get killed..." I tried to cheer him up, but I didn't know Izaya could be scary enough to scare Shinra this bad... 

"Um, S-Shinra? What about Celty...?" He always goes on about her, so maybe- "CELTY MY LOVE!" He grinned. He cheered up real quick. I think I put him in his 'love phase', I can't tell if that is a good thing or not. He started gushing about her. I stopped him and said that I would have tot get to class before the bell rang. He nodded and entered his classroom... 

Even though I went to class, I kept thinking about that. He was in love with me. I couldn't help but smile at that information. I guess I am in love with him too.

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Coming back to the present, I waited for his response. "You're joking, right? I mean if Shinra dared you to confess to me, I would think he already got pummeled. Poor him." he smirked, "So, Shizu-chan? Who do you really like? You hate me, so I can't be that special to you." he jumped off the fence, "Well Shizu-chan?" 

I was silent so I could think, "Izaya. I know you like me in the same way, and I'm not lying." I saw him frown at me. He walked up to me, looked straight into my eyes, and said: "I don't like you." I flinched. 

I heard the bell ring, and Izaya vanished from my sight. I heard him go down the steps behind me. There is no way that was real.