kenz's pov
i was laying in the hospital bed when i heard the doctor talking to john's family i jumped off the bed and tried to quit my heels to spy a little
doctor : i'm sorry to tell you this but we did everything we can he's currently living on machines right now but if he doesn't wake up or does any sign of movements we're going to lose him.
noo i can't lose johnny i can't and i'm not giving up i need to make him hear my voice this is not over orlando. i stepped out of the room and they all looked at me giving me a sad look i shook my head and stepped closer to them
me : can i please see him
doctor: i don't know if i sho-
me : please i know i can do this just let him hear my voice okay trust me
lauren : mom let her go in
dale : okay
i softly noded at lauren giving her a smile to thank her she smiled back and mouthed me "i trust you."
i turned around and walked over to john's room i slowly opened the door and sat on the chair that was next to him
me : hey bobo...
me : i know you probably can't hear me but if you could i'm sure you would be surprised because i didn't blame myself and leave like last time well i did blame myself but i can't leave you, you see the problem is that i love you johnny and i'm too selfish to leave you like yea maybe i was the reason you were hurt cause i got you into this mess in the first place but nadia's in jail , well probably , and everything is okay now.
me : in the past i hurt you so much and i'm so sorry but this time i wanted to leave cause i actually thought that this would be the best for you but you know what screw it , if you were here right now awake with me you would grab my hand and tell me that you love me and thats what only matters and i trust you with everything you say
me : i'm not giving up john do you know why? because i wanna grow old with you , move in with you , do everything with you i just wanna be with you johnny and i know that you can hear me because deep down we both know i can't live without you and neither can you , and i know i didn't say it back in the right time but i'm sayin it now , i love you too.
i bit my lip looking at his none moving body , i got up and walked closer to him i leaned in held his hand and gave him a soft kiss on the forehead.
me : i love you
i teared up at the sound of silence and slowly walked away when suddenly he pulled my hand and squeezed it softly , i turned around and looked at his still closed eyes but his hand was connected with mine not letting go.
me : omg did you just squeeze my hand OMG YOU JUST SQUEEZED MY HAND OH THANK GOD OH MY GOD
suddenly happy tears started falling down i ran to his body and started kissing him all over his face and then i gave him a long peck on the lips
me : you know its really rude to not kiss back but oh my god
i smiled at him and kissed his neck one more time i quickly ran to the door and opened it quickly revealing all of them waiting in sad faces
me : HE MOVED HE MOVED I SWEAR HE MOVED
suddenly the blonde came running to me with happy tears she pulled me in a long hug and i hugged her back realizing that i just saved the love of my life.
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john's pov //5mins ago
me : oke jayden what now i'm bored
jay : i told you rock paper sizers
me : do you hear something
jay : yea its a voice someone's talking to you
me : but i can't make up the words
jay : and i can't hear clearly
me : is that kenz
jay : i think but why can't we hear her voice
me : dam it why the only person's voice i wanna hear i can't hear
jay : i have no idea
me : HELLOW WHO EVER MADE THIS BETTER GET ME OUT
jay : okay let's think you heard the real me s-
me : yea and i heard you in a perfect quality not like this
jay : jayden is in your brain so you heard her
me : yea but i love kenz
jay : oh my ......thats it she's the key you can hear jayden because she's in your brain but you can't hear kenz because she's in your
me : heart...she's in my heart
jay : yea so if you could hear kenz that would be making another part of your body work and i think we'll be done here
john : and then i'll be awake
me : not exactly you may pass another stop
