Habits | Z.M

one

Zayn sat with his legs crossed at the bottom of his bed with a lit joint between his fingers.

He missed her laugh.

He missed her presence.

He missed her kisses.

He missed her.

He missed her so much.

He brought the joint up to his lips and let the memories over take him.

"Come on." The girl whispered to Zayn as they climbed up the stairs.

"I need to get ready for the performance." He chuckled as they rounded a corned. The girl quickly opened a fire exit door and tugged Zayn outside. hey stood on the top of a building that was overlooking the whole of London.

"It's beautiful." The girl sighed as she cuddled into Zayn's side. He looked down at the beautiful girl lovingly and kissed the top of her head.

"I love you so much." She looked at up at Zayn and his breath hitched. Zayn had said the three words for ages but this was the first time she had said it first.

"I have waited for you to say that first for so long." Zayn breathed while lightly pressing his lips on hers. After a small amount of time, they both pulled away because the door they had previously walked through opened and a red faced Harry stood their.

"Ah shit sorry. Um everyone is looking for you, cause, ah, um, the show."

Zayn swore under his breth and grabbed the small girls hand.

"Let's go." He pulled her along but couldn't get the goofy grin off his face.

The memory eruptubly stopped and Zayn sighed while looking around his room. It use to be theirs until she left.

He needed her so bad but she left him, and Zayn knows it's all his fault. He finally finished the joint and stood up. He grabbed the bed post for support and stumbled out into the lounge room. On the way to the fridge he bumped into Louis who's eyebrows were creased in confusion.

"Mate are you OK?" Zayn's heart clenched as he thought of wat happened two nights ago and threw his hands up in fustration.

"My fiance just left me Louis. Yeah I'm fine." Zayn muttered in frustration. Louis sighed and ran his hand through his hair.

"We all miss her mate. Wait, are you high?" Louis suddenly stopped as he realised what was wrong with Zayn.

"No. I'm low." Zayn muttered while grinning at Louis. Liam muttered something from the couch before standing up and grabbing Zayn's shoulder.

"We all miss her mate. But you better snap the hell out of it."

 This book will only have small chapters and it will be very short.