I feel like I won't tell anyone this in the future but I want to tell someone
So a while ago, maybe a couple weeks ago I stopped eating as much because for some reason food just tasted bad but I still ate just not a lot, so then recently when I started eating more because food started tasting normal again and I just hate eating now
I think because I didn't eat a opt it's like I'm eating to much now
And I keep telling myself, without even trying, you shouldn't eat that you already ate yesterday, or things like just wait until tomorrow to eat it's not like you're starving, and then when I actually eat it just makes my feel sick like I want to throw up
And I remember thinking, how will anyone (it was a specific person but I don't wanna say) like me if my stomach is like this, then I said, no, I shouldn't try to change for anyone, but I still continue doing it
But I don't wanna eat just thinking about it makes me wanna throw up
