Adventures in California

Chapter 10

"It´s true!" I shouted at Kian.

He stopped, and turned around looking at me. At this point I had tears in my eyes. I walked over to him. I took his hands.

"What´s true?" He looked into my eyes. 

"What I told you, I just don´t remember. I want you and I need you." I stood there breathless just for saying that. I´m scared. 

He grabbed my face, he dryed the tears away. He looked into my eyes. 

"I want and need you too. I like you alot." He said and smashed his lips on mine. Our lips were in sync. The kiss stopped. 

"This may not be our first kiss but it´s a kiss I´ll remember this time." He laughed. 

"I´m sorry." I said and looked down. 

"It´s okey, let´s just forget what happend last night and today." He said.

"I will never forget this." I smiled. He kissed me again. I had butterflies in my stomach, my heart was pounding so fast. I have never been this happy before. I smiled into the kiss. 

I like this boy so freaking much.

He took my hand and we walked inside. We had a lazy day, eveyone was tired and I was too. Me and Kian ended up in his room watching netflix cuddling. 

"I think I need to apologise to Jc, I don´t want anything to be weird between me and him and you guys." I left his grip and smiled to him. 

I walk down stairs, to Jc´s room. I knocked on the door, no answer. I decided to just walk in. I found Jc in his bed corner with his mac. He just sat there. Staring into his screen. He was sad. I walked over to his bed and sat down. 

"I´m sorry." I sat there waiting for his respond. But nothing came out of him. He just sat there, not even looking at me. 

I turned around just sitting there starring at the wall. 

"It´s not all your fault." He said. I turned around and I saw a tear running down his cheek. He swiped his hands over his cheeks fast.

"No,It´s all me. I shouldn´t have done what I did. I knew what I wanted from the beginning, but still I did what I should have never done." I said and got up, my eyes were full of tears. Jc smacked his mac close and got up. 

"I knew what you were in love with Kian, I just should have realised it faster. I should have just stopped." He said.

"Jc...." I said.

"You should go." He said, and opened the door for me.

"I´m not leaving." I sat down with my arms crossed over my chest.

"Why?" He said, he sounded a little angry.

"I want to fix things. I don´t want to lose you, I still want you as my friend. Plus you and Kian, I need that to be okey too."

"We are fine, I don´t hate you. I just need some time okey?" He said. I walked over to him.

 "Okey. Tell me when you are okey. I´m always here for you." I said and walked out.

He closed the door behinde me, and I heard a weak,"Okey." I took a deep breath. I walked to the kitchen and found myself a water bottle. I walked upstairs again and walked into Kian´s room. He sat up when I walked in.

"How did it go?" He asked. I walked over to him and sat down next to him. He put his arm around me.

"He will be okey, he just need time." I said and put my head on his shoulder. Kian let out a deep breath.

I was getting tired. I just wanted to go to sleep. " Someone a little sleepy?" Kian said, and chuckled a little. 

"Yeah... I think I should just go to bed." I started to get up, but he stopped me. "You could just sleep here with me." He said. I just nodded.

He took of his shirt, "Here sleep in this." I smiled instantly. He just know what a girl needs.

"Thanks." And took the shirt. I stood up and was about to take of my shirt.

"Don´t look." He nodded,I turned around.  I took of my shirt and got into Kian´s shirt.

Still warm.

I took of my pants,and jumped into bed. I put my head on his chest, I loved hearing his heart beats, I don´t know why I just do. 

"Goodnight Emily." I heared Kian say and I fell asleep

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