Chapter 1: NightLigt.

53 2 2
                                    

     Are you scared of the dark? Well, I am. Every night I have on a nightlight that can change its color to any color of the rainbow. I believe I should assign the colors to the type of mood I am in. I think green should be happy, blue sad, red mad, purple love, yellow joy, white neutral. I have a feeling that this is actually a really good idea.
     The bullies are still here in HooverDale. Things never really have been the same. I am not really caring about love anymore. I have learned that having a gf isn't everything, but I would still love to have someone like that to love and to hold. But, for now I will just have to be alone. I believe the new mood for white is alone. I can already tell that I am going to have that color on most of the time.
      There are people who want to bring me down at the moment. They think that i'm powerless against them. They say things and do things to bring me down. I don't just have bullies, but I have friends too. My friends, they help me through it all. They are the reason why my mood is green. I just hope it will stay that way for a while.
     
      I like to go outside in the dark. It's very peaceful. The lights in the sky, the air is fresher then ever. There's just no feeling like it. It makes me feel free. I wish I was really free though, but for now I am just sitting in a boring house with the very boring pushy parents, that most teenagers have. I never really know why they are that way. For me, they want me to be the best, because I am the last sibling in my family to graduate, they want me to have the best grades and be the smartest ever. So, they give me bedtime limits, they take most things away from me, and it's really annoying. I know they are trying to look out for me, but most of the time, they are pushing it way to far.
      I want to go for walks at nighttime, but my parents won't let me. They won't let me ride my bike a mile away from the house. So I just walk outside when they aren't noticing, or I just open a window and breathe fresh air.
      I am starting to make a book full of poems. I just write down how I feel, I base them off my nightlight. Sometimes I feel like my nightlight speaks to me. I feel like it's a living human being. But, it's not. It's just a nightlight!
      My parents always make me go to bed at 9 on school nights, and 10 on weekends. I wish I could just stay up until I feel tired. I want to be more free. My birthday present should be leaving this place for a day and survive in the wilderness. That would be awesome!

      I had my first energy drink yesterday, and I regretted it. It tasted terrible, and it made me sick. After that, I don't think I am going to drink them until I'm older. When I'm older, I can have a better metabolism, and not almost barf myself at 12 in the morning. I also need to watch what I'm eating, and drinking, a lot of this stuff isn't good for me. "Eat your veggies folks!"
      So, I am thinking about finding a girl in my school that I can date, but I just don't know where to start. I am actually super shy in real life. I can barely do anything. I act stupid in front of girls because of how nervous I am.
     
      I think I am going to quit YouTube. I really feel like I would only make music videos, and short films. I'm not much into gaming anymore. I am more into everyday life right now. I also love to read, and write now. It's kind off my thing. That's why I am planning on taking journalism in high school.
      Man, high school is going to be a lot different from middle school. It's gonna have a bigger campus. There's gonna be thousands of people. I wouldn't even know where to start. I also saw that I will be having 9 classes, instead of 7. So, bugger school, more classes, more people, and hopefully "MoRe FrEeDoMe!"
      I cleaned my whole room today, it's always good to start fresh. It's like super clean too. It's not a 30 minute cleaning, no, it's a 3 to 4 hour cleaning. And, that's just for 1 room. I dusted and vacuumed, and I cleaned all my cords, made my bed. I pretty much did everything possible that needed to be cleaned. It's just marvelous.

      Hopefully tomorrow I can get some more sun. I look as white as a ghost. No wonder why sometimes I hear noises at night. " Hello!? Did you order an ectoplasm pizza?"

      I'm sorry there's not much to talk about these days. I haven't had anything really too interesting happen. I wish my life was more interesting at the moment. I think I am done with long distance relationships. They never end out well for me at all. I just hope that my next one won't be long distance.
      I don't know why but whenever I see a food commercial, I get really hungry. I bet even if I saw one at 3 in the morning, I will still be eating a full meal. That's another problem for another time.

      It's late. I'm tired, as usual. I just hope that this week of school won't be as bad as I think it will. I hope something good will actually happen.

      The lights glisten, as the moon in the night. The streets are bright with light rays. The cars pass by with ease. I don't know what this week will have to in-tale. I just hope I am ready for "HooverDale."

Written by,
                     Kyle Ross

HooverDale | Undertaking TalesWhere stories live. Discover now