Dark Lust

Chapter 4

Recap:

''What the hell do you want, why the fuck are you holding me like this and what the fuck are you doing here?'' She turned around facing me and she took her headphones off. She was pissed. 

''Did i scare you again babe?" i almost whispered.

''Yes you fucking did, now move!'' She said angrily, pushing me away. She made a couple steps forward.

Chapter 4:

Adris POV:

His words almost made me melt from the inside but i was pissed off. His voice is so deep and husky  everytime he talks to me like that. I tried to not bow down and apologize for my attitude, i had to resist. I also didn't want him to know i was kinda pissed but scared at the same time. 

''Go away!'' I yelled and walked away.

I started running again, it was about to get dark so i had to make my way home. I was thinking about what happend with Luke and i couldn't get him out of my mind for some reason. It was such a long day and my mind was just about to explode from everything that happend since i woke up and walked outside my house.

''Home sweet home'' i said while unlocking the door. I walked in, took my headphones off and laid on the couch to check my phone. 20:17 - 7 missed calls: Mark. ''Well shit'' i thought while laughing at myself a bit. I called him back.

''Are you crazy? Holy shit i thought something happend why didn't you answer Adri?"

''Mark calm down, i just went for a run"

"Damn girl you better check your phone too while working out. I was so worried about you" 

''I'm sorry Mark, calm down'' i giggled. 

We were talking for a while about pretty much everything. About college, our friends, our everyday life until i decided to talk to him about us. It was a bit hard for me to do this and tell him to break up because he did sound pretty happy on the phone and he was really nice this time, but i couldn't make it anymore.

''Mark...whats going on with us?''

''Whats going on? What do you mean Adri?'' he suddenly seemed serious.

I sighed. ''I mean... Just.. We can't be together'' i finally spelled out. ''The distance between us is huge, we barely talk, we don't see each other, each of us started a new chapter in life now and it seems like it doesn't work out anymore Mark..'' 

''Wait.. You really just asked me to break up?'' The tone of his voice tured deeper, i could tell he was  upset.

''Mark.. I'm sorry but that's the truth. I don't wanna lie to you anymore''

''Adri please don't this to me, to us. You know i love you, sorry for being such an asshole sometimes but let's just.. try.''

''Mark..''

''I promise i'm gonna visit you this week baby, just give me one more chance. Let me try. '' He was sad. I really felt sorry about him like every other time he was upset because of me, i didn't know what to say.

''Well okay, you can visit me for one last time but you can't stay the night.'' I just wanted to see him for one last time, i thought.

''Wait, are you telling me you're with someone else now? Is this the reason you wanna break up with me?'' He sounded jealous and kinda angry.

''What? No! I didn't even meet people here''

''Well okay, i don't care i just wanna see you, that's all that matters to me, im coming on Wednesday. Please think about it again Adri, we can't be apart.''

''This Wednesday? You mean the day after tomorrow?''

''Uhh yes? Can i visit you on Wednesday or not? Is there a problem?''

''No, it's totally fine. I'll be in college until noon so call me when you arrive so i can pick you up.''

''I will. I missed you Adri."

I sighed. "I have to take a shower now and i'm really tired so i gotta go"

"Okay honey, i love you, take care.''

"Okay, bye Mark."

I was still lying on the sofa in my living room, staring at the ceiling. Was this right? Should i tell him to better not visit me? My mind was a mess. I finally stood up and made my way upstairs to take a shower. I heard something behind me while i was picking up some clothes from my closet and quickly turned around to look at my hallway through the open door behind me to check what that noise was. It was nothing so i went to my bathroom, took my work out clothes off and jumped into the bathtub. I was thinking about Luke. He's so mysterious. He always appears from nowhere and his look is so strange everytime he talks to me. The very first time i saw him, i thought he would be pretty cool and a nice guy to talk to, but once he started talking to me and acting strange, he immediately creeped me out. Who is this guy? What's going on with him? What does he want from me? Maybe he just likes me but his eyes and the way he looks at me sometimes are betraying something else, something more complicated. It's not only confusion or lust i can see in his eyes, it's something darker, a dark lust.

Lukes POV: 

Of course i had to follow her. She probably lives in this area if she went for a run here, i thought. I jumped into my car and followed her while she was on her way home. I saw her stopping at a pretty big house for her own, she better lives alone here i thought. She unlocked the front door and walked in. I parked my car near her house and went over to a window to see where she went. I tried to be careful and silent so nobody would notice me. I saw her lying on a big sofa. Her house looked pretty cool. She was talking with somebody on her phone. She looked upset at some point. Who was she talking with? Does she have a boyfriend? Whats going on? I went to another window which was slightly open so i could hear what she was saying. ''Mark, im sorry'', and then some mumbling. Who the fuck is Mark, i was mad. ''This Wednesday?'' she told him. ''Well, seems like we gonna have some friends over'' i told myself with an ironic grin on my face. She stood up and went upstairs. I climbed on a wall, then jumped on her balcony and slowly followed the lights she turned on. I was staring at her picking some clothes, through the bathroom window which was across her room. I hit the window with my fist to see her reaction and to get her attention. Actually, to scare her slightly. She immediately turned around, wondering what this noise was but she couldn't see me through the curtains. She then walked to the bathroom and placed her clothes on the counter next to the sink. She was so close now at this point, the only thing between us was this wall. She started undressing and I was studying every single move she made. Is it even possible to be so good looking?  i thought with a cheekily grin on my face.