Normani's POV
It's been a month since we've been back on tour... I hate it. I hate hiding secrets from the girls. I hate hiding secrets period. I'm gonna start showing soon so I might as well just tell everybody..but I'm scared.
I feel so disgusting, I feel alone.
I have jay but he's not here right now and I really need him to hold me. I know stress isn't good for the baby but I can't help it.
Incoming FaceTime 'FutureHubby😍❤️'
Hello ? - Normani
Hi baby- jay
Hi- Normani
What's wrong ?- jay
Nothing- Normani said tears welling up in her eyes.
Oh where are you ? - Jay said he knew something was up and if he said he was coming she'd get upset.
*Normani took a deep breath*
I'm in Washington- Normani said.
Hotel ? - jay asked pausing her then packing a few things and grabbing his keys.
WDhotel- Normani says tears threatening to spill just hearing the sound of jays voice makes her want him more.
Baby ?- jay said softly looking her in the eye.
Yeah- Normani said shakily.
Really. What's wrong?- jay asked getting upset.
Nothing I'm fine- Normani said knowing if she explained she'd break down.
Okay...- jay said hesitantly.
Listen I'll call you back later okay ?- jay said grabbing his keys getting ready to go see Normani.
Fine- Normani said sadly.
I love you mama- jay said.
Love you too- Normani said still upset.
Say it right- jay said.
I love you too babe- Normani said sincerely.
Ends call.....
Jay grabs his bag and prepares for his long ride. Then gets his keys and heads out to see if y/n wants to come with him.
Meanwhile Normani was crying her heart out.
With Normani...
Nobody likes me. My boyfriend probably went to go find another bitch.
Knock knock!!
"Mani open the door." Dinah says concerned about her friend. She's been up crying all day basically.
Mani wouldn't budge. She feels stuck.
Dinah brought her key so she went in.
"Normani you know you heard me." Dinah said and then stopped in her own tracks when she seen how torn apart her best friend looked.
"Are you coming to criticize me ? Go ahead nobody likes me anyways." Normani said sobbing.
Dinah dropped her things and went over to Normani.
"Mani stop. I love you, you know that. Do you need cuddles ?" Dinah said softly.
"I want jay." Normani said sobs getting softer.
Dinah got in the bed with her and took her shoes off.
"Aw ManManz shh it's okay, I miss y/n too. We can be each others person right now." Dinah said tears welling up because she does miss her girlfriend. Her smile , voice, personality. Just her period.
