In Till The Day I Die(Angst)

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Listen to the song while reading for best experience. Totally a good way to start off a one-shot book. Let me say something serious. Drinking, Smoking, and Self-harm are not a good way to cope with depression. I, myself actually have depression. I used to self-harm and smoke. It was stupid for me to do. If you need someone to talk to message me on HeyItzNight ANYWAY LETS GET IS DEPRESSING SHOW ON THE ROAD!~Lucas
(1) bello- Italian for Handsome
Warning: Angst, Swearing, and SOME LUCASTRO SCENES

Lucas' POV
Age:17
My girlfriend, Brittney wanted me to meet her at the park today. As I got out of my car, I see her eating someone's face off. My eyes filled with real tears, I wiped them away quickly as I walked over with a smile. Brittney saw me, her eyes widened as she stopped making out with the guy. Brittney quickly said,"it's not what you think this is. I accidentally fell and-" "Shut up you twat I know this excuse like the back of my fucking hand. I saw you eating his fucking face off. I thought I could trust you. YOU JUST WENT AND FUCKING CHEATED ON ME! I ACTUALLY LOVED YOU AND YOU JUST RIPPED MY HEART OUT LIKE IT WAS NOTHING!",I said with anger and disgust. "I'm sorry but, I wasn't happy with our relationship", she said trying not to be upset. "YOU INVITED ME HERE JUST TO SEE YOU EATING SOMEONE'S FACE OFF. IM DONE WITH YOUR SHIT. IT'S OVER!", I yelled angrily because I did spend 30 minutes to get here just to see her making out with some other guy.

Age:19
I was heading to a local bar, I've been going to for a while since last year. I got out of my car and went to the bar. The bartender, who knew me very well due to me going there for the past two years, asked me"The regular ." I nodded. I can't believe that I actually trusted that whore. I met someone named Astro. They still don't know about my drinking problem. I have to quit smoking and drinking because they were going to head over to Canada from Italy to visit me. This depression is bringing me to the point of SuIcIdE. I won't do it. Astro has been helping me so much through it. I'll try to stay alive for a bit longer.
Age:21
I hate myself. I'm done with everything. Eveytime I walk out of the outside and go for a walk everyone seems to stare at me. They look at me in disgust, even parents make their kids look away from me. I was known as the hopeless heartbreaker. I write one of my last note.
Dear friends and Family,
I just can't take it living in this reality. There's no point of me being alive. Celest, thank you for taking care of Blaze, Phoenix, and I when our parents kicked us out. Blaze, thank you for being a great younger twin and dealing with my shit. Phoenix, thanks for trying to help me stop drinking and smoking. Astro, thank you for wasting your time with me and trying to help me through my depression. Jade, thank you for being a great and caring friend. Metsu, thank you for being a great comedian. I'm running out of space to write now. Just remember look at the moon.
Sincerely, the asshole Lucas
I placed the note on the sink as I called Celest leaving my phone on for her to listen to what was going to happen. I grabbed all of my pills and took them all. The pill bottles and I could be heard hitting the ground.
3rd person
Celest started screaming Lucas. Once she heard the thud of the floor, she ran to the bathroom quickly. The door was opened and tears rose from her eyes. Her little brother was laying there with a razor blade and prescription bottles around him. Celest called the hospital,screaming and crying for Lucas to be alive. The operator said they would be there as quick as possible. Celest screamed for Phoenix and Blaze to come. Once they got to the bathroom, Blaze ran and hugged his twin brother. "HE IS NOT GOING TO DIE! I WONT LET HIM!", Blaze screamed as he cried. Phoenix called the Kinky Krew and they came a few minutes after. They all rushed to the bathroom with tears in their eyes. Astro ran to the other side of Lucas. "LUCAS WHY DID YOU DO IT!", Astro screamed as tears were streaming down their face. The ambulance shortly came. The Lumines and Astro went into the ambulance with Lucas. They rushed to the hospital and worried. The doctors were able to give some blood to Lucas till he was stabilized but , they needed more. The thing was Lucas had a very rare blood type, AB. The doctors asked if anyone of them had the blood type. Celest looked at both Phoenix and Blaze. Blaze and Phoenix would do anything for their brother, they both rose their hands. The doctors took the blood from the two and gave it to Lucas.
{Couple Hours Later}
Lucas' POV
I woke up in a white room and heard a beeping sound. I saw Astro and Blaze on the sides of me sleeping. I shifted a bit and Blaze's head shot up. Tears of relief and happiness were streaming down his face. "THANK GOD YOU ARE ALIVE!", Blaze yelled. Astro's head shot up after being awoken by the yelling. Astro saw that I was alive and awake. Astro embraced me as quickly as possible. I just awkwardly hugged back. I knew I had to take therapy for the self-harm, Depression, and my Bipolar disorder.
Age:24
I'm well alive. I stopped self-harm and drinking frequently. I still smoke but, they don't know. I live in Ireland with the Kinky Krew (Astro, Jade, Metsu, Carly, Zy, Flare, and I) now. I'm also dating Astro now. The relationship isn't like the ones in my past. I'm not a heartbreaker like I was before. I'd hate to hurt Astro. They mean the world to me. We only hold hands, lean on each other's shoulders, quick kisses, and spooning. It's not much, but eh. We've only been together for 8 months. The other day there was a storm and Astro comforted me.
{FLASH BACK}
3rd person
It was a stormy night, Lucas was hanging out in Astro's room with them of course. Lucas was clinging on Astro like an idiot yelling,"Lovveee meee Astroooo!" Astro yelled back,"L e t m e g o" Lucas and Astro continued this for a couple minutes. Out of nowhere lighting struck out in the sky. Lucas was terrified and hid underneath Astro's bed. Crying and whimpering in fear, Lucas sat under the bed. Astro was wondering what to do. Lucas asked quietly,"A-Astro I know this seems weird but, can I sleep with you tonight?" Astro allowed Lucas a bit worried. Lucas quickly starts slowly getting out from under Astro's bed, gets into Astro's bed, and starts clinging onto Astro like his life depended on it. Astro started shifting uncomfortably. Lucas started sniffling and faintly said,"P-please don't let them take me." Astro wrapped their arms around Lucas and whispers,"I promise, I'll protect you.." Lucas quickly starts hiding his head in Astro's chest as another lighting shoots.   "P-please don't leave me. I know I'm a freak show. I don't want to be alone again", Lucas said with tears flowing down from his red and mint green eyes. Astro hugged Lucas tightly and looked into Lucas's eyes and said," I wouldn't leave you. You won't be alone anymore (1)Bello. You are not a freak show." By the time Astro finished saying that Lucas' eyes were pouring out with tears. "I love you my Maple. I'm sorry for bothering you while you can be sleeping.", Lucas said as he was laying on Astro.

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