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Diary's Entry no. 1

My name is May, and this is my story. I never actually met my birth parents. They were just a dream upon my mind. Thinking about them was hard. Maybe because I didnt know how they looked like. Im a missing child in Briarwood, Michigan for almost 13 years. My kidnapper hasnt told me his name, but I know that he is a druggie and a drug dealer. He tried to convince me to take a blunt, but I insisted.

He has sexually abused me when I was only five. I never met my real parents, and I know they were out there looking for me. I just never knew where they were looking. My whole childhood was a blur. Everything just happened so quickly.

For breakfast, my kidnapper never bought me anything. He just stole my breakfast from a foodmart down the street. Though, he was never caught. He did the same for dinner. This week, my dinner has been Cup Noodles. Im annoyed of the taste, but if I tell him, he will sexually abuse or just abuse me. This has happened many times before, but im still not used to it. Im just lost in my mind full of thoughts.